Naqiyyah's Path of life

the practical training that i have been through this past few weeks is already 8 weeks.wuhuuu..how fast time flies,i keep on writing this sentence 'how fast time flies' because indeed it is really fast but not that furious,haha. even there are still anger moment to be added here and there along the journey but i can overcome it. hell yeah!!hahhaha. Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan would not be tolerable person if someone makes her in the state of furious!seriously I can't tolerate with people that annoy me so much. sorry people! Happy because there are only 10 Weeks remaining to be here Perunding NFL Sdn. Bhd.!

He who will convey the message and idea that struck my mind. He who will always say yes to me. He who will always be there when i need someone to talk to. He who will always console me when i am not in a good mood. He is my soul mate. Welcome to my life.

The day i bought my engagement ring was yesterday.the process of marriage seems too fast. as last 2 weeks i went back to KT then last week the future in law came to KL to meet me. then this week bought the ring. Hope that everything will go smooth=) Dear readers and friends do pray the best for me=)

a new experience that i cultivated yesterday was a valuable thing that i had to treasure which is long distance driving alone..hahaha. i drove from UIA Gombak to Presint 8, Putrajaya. my uncle family was quite shocked to see me driving alone that far=) Thanks to Allah SWT because giving me this opportunity. Alhamdulillah, a new good experience=)

fikirku kusut, melayang melihat busut, apaku fikir hingga kusut, belum lagi aku dapatkan itu.. suatu hari senang, setiap hari tegang, mengapa bersarang, suatu yang sudah terang, menyesakkan pandangan, merimaskan perasaan, cukuplah masam, senyum itu kan, sedekah muka alam, tiada guna wang, namun hati jadi girang, masalah semalam, sudah terbang, dibawa angin petang.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 415pm,23 march 2012,NFL

bicara kamu terkadang buat diriku, terasa ingin menjerit siapa kamu, untuk berkata seperti itu, namun terkadang dalam bicara itu, benarnya tetap mengusikku, aku sedar aku sering begitu.. namun tenangnya kamu, dalam berbicara denganku, kamu berjaya membuatku, tenang serta sejuk seperti salju.. dan aku mohon pada Ilahi, agar menghadiahi, seseorang penyejuk hati, yang berjaya memberi, damai dalam hati ini.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,1220pm,21 March 2012,NFL

The excitement of waiting to go back to my hometown is really amazed me as i want to meet up with my parents.i love them so much. the happiest thing ever happen in my life of course my family.

i wish i could go to Kuantan to see all the places that i love with the one that will be by my side for the rest of my life. i wish i can be happy with my life i wish i can make others happy i wish that my existence is not giving problem to others i wish that one day i will be happy to see what i wish for=)

what do i left when i've gone from this world? have u ever wonder what will be brought by u to the next life which is Alam Barzakh after u died? then, today i read the shared article by my friend at FB stories about a very responsible son who take good care of his parents even though they turn to be pigs because they have done SIN before and i cried after reading it. i wonder, what have i done through my life for my parents? i several times make them can't stay in a peace of mind because of my sickness before. so, what should i be rewarded then? i mean i want many reward because i want to enter paradise.. i hope my parents are happy to have me as their daughter.

Alhamdulillah, i am really thankful. yesterday and the day before the day of yesterday came, i was in the state of down. i'm really upset with everything but i kept it just for my self. i did tell others some but the remaining thing that upset me is there, something in my thought, unreachable by others. there are people who Allah SWT sent to make me laugh again. to make me smile every and each day. to make me feel what i should feel. to make me realize there are still more to explore. there are still plenty to treasure before dying. some thought may make u feel extraordinary calm and peace but some thinking may hunt u and never end giving the terrorism feeling into your soul. i wish i could be given some more time to accomplish the dream that i dreamt since then. i hope that the ambitious person like i am will be a succesful person later. i wish that my parents are still alive to see me being a better person. i wish that the people who hurt me a lot will be happy for the rest of th

i almost forget about my practical experience because of busying thinking about something else. dear blog, actually i have been doing the practical training for a month already. the first moment of the first day coming to the firm was the best experience ever in my life. i have been in a state of curiosity and nervous at the same time. i afraid that i can't fulfill the requirement needed for practical training. i scared that i can't do the task accordingly. i feel that i don't fit to do work. and the list goes on. but once i started the training, the first week was the moment to adapt with the situation. the second week is to learn. third week is the time to be extravaganza okay. i am really thankful to be given a very understanding supervisor to guide me along the practical training session;) to those who are going to have the experience of practical training, don't be scare,there is nothing to be scared of;)

fews days have passed and guess what, the unbearable feeling is still there. the hurt, is still remain but i know this is the best test ever that Allah SWT wants me to face;) sometimes, we are too happy over something but when figuring out what is the reason of it,when realize there is nothing at all. reason for being happy is inside our thought. if u wish to be happy then u have to be strong to face all the tests that burdening u until several nights u can't even sleep because of thinking too much. because of remembering something that u shouldn't be thought of. yes, indeed i am a person who love someone too much. when i realize i love this one person, i have hurt him terribly. yes, it is wrong to like someone that has already married. i know i have to let go this stupid feeling but i still urge for some time to demolish every single feeling toward him. i hope one day i will feel nothing at all about him. and i really hope that one day will come and i hope i am still be alive

the time has come. i think the time has come for me to turn over a new leaf. i think i have the strength to start over a new one. now i will open up my heart to those who want to enter;) yes, indeed today will be the saddest day for me as the one that i'm waiting for quite some time will be marrying another girl but then i realize that Allah SWT knows the best. and He is now giving the best for me. and you, who is reading this right now, right here, perhaps will be the best for me;) it is unique when u are sad but u stop to cry. it will be more sophisticated when u are sad but u can overcome the sadness inside and come out like nothing is burdening u inside.but it will be excellent if u say to Allah, Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, u know better than i am and why should i'm sad because u reserve someone better for me to hurt, love, guide,share and be by my side along the journey entering Your Jannah, insyaAllah;)

Mac menjengah diri, sisa-sisa hari, ku menanti, penuh derita di hati, sarat rasa pilu ini.. entah bila hilang rasa enggak enak ini, samapai bila harus ditangisi, kisah yang tidak jadi, sejak mula kau kutemui, aku hanya sekadar memori, yang tiada erti, tiada pernah miliki, sekeping organ bernama hati, yang engkau miliki.. kisah aku bukan sehari, kisah kau bukan sehari, namun bertahun aku menanti, memohon agar Ilahi, membuka ruang hati, dirimu untuk kembali, menyemai suatu nurani, agar kembali mengisi, kisah-kisah indah tanpa lagu sepi... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,1203pm,1 Mac 2012,NFL