Naqiyyah's Path of life

 Aku khuatir, Jika diberi getir, Tika girang diukir.. Aku khuatir, Guruh dan petir, Disebalik langsir.. Aku khuatir, Namun bukan terakhir, Akan tetap mengukir.. Aku khuatir, Pelangi jangan Kau usir.. Nukilan: WN, 1.41pm, 31 March 2021

Sebuah catatan luka, Parut seakan sembuh, Senada dengan tempoh.. Namun kau robek kembali parut tadi, Kau buat aku imaginasi, Apa kau terlalu benci, Akan sebuah ikatan suci, Sehingga tiap kali kau diuji, Aku adalah seorang keji.. Aku tak mampu lagi, Memupuk pujuk kembali, Hati aku dilukai, Berkali-kali, Apa aku ni tiada erti? Aku lah pengkeji, Yang menyakiti, Yang dibenci, Setiap pelosok bumi, Kau lah seorang suci, Hingga aku dibuang ke tepi.. Buang, Pulang, Ruang, Masih tergiang, Masih bersarang, Jangan sampai aku hilang, Sebab amarahku menjulang.. Sekali aku disakiti, Punya ruang aku ubati, Sebuah hati tadi, Berkali aku diuji, Aku mampu berdiri, Namun tiap kali kau toreh duri, Aku parah dalam suatu sepi.. Nukilan: WN, 5.51pm, 26 Mac 2021

I am a type of person who love thinking while I am driving alone. There is thought coming over today while driving to the office.  All years that has passed truly awesome in certain circumstances. However, there were also sad story not to be told. But heyyy, at least by telling others I can release some of grudge towards something. right? I was tested before with a lot of things. I perfectly know that Muslim will live being tested all the way because here is only temporary, the final destination has yet to come. Thus, along the journey I took some quotes from the people I know to keep on moving. Today, i share a sentence that keep me moving until now. "Mujur aku nak ke mu, mu dah lah sakit" This sentence drives me to be better in time. What I learnt through this is that never ever say anything that can hurt people until they cannot erase it from the memory. Tongue is sharper than a sword is indeed true. Like people always say we can forgive, but never ever forget. Thanks for

My darling Ariana is my little angel. Nowadays, she seems a little bit of bored with something. She starts to express the anger, the uncomfortable feeling that she has toward someone.  Last night, I cuddled her to sleep. She really needs to be hugged as she pulled my arm to hug while she slowly tried to sleep (sleepy mode).  I know that I have been a monster mother who uses high pitch note to warn her. I hope that this high note will not be heard again. I wish to be a better mother who is so kind, warm and my daughter looks for. Pray for me friends. Till then. -WN

How we perceive something can give impact to our lives. Every single test is there to make us stronger. Instead of always saying why this is always happening to me? you may say or thought of it this way; 1. What this event wanted to teach me? 2. What I could get from this? 3. What is Allah SWT trying to reach me? Never ever blaming others for the decision that you made. The decider who made that decision is you. Not others. Learn from whatever wrong decision that have been once made. Learn to accept those, learn to know that every single little thing has its own reasons and wisdom too. I have done a lot of mistakes before owing to listening to someone but now every single information that I got, I filter, I affirm and I react. My action looks arrogant, but that is me as you know better. I rest my case. Till then peeps. -WN