Naqiyyah's Path of life

Telah lama kuberjalan, telah lama kubersendirian, mengejar cita yang ingin kugapai bersendirian, tanpa ada yang menghalang, membuat onar dan menghilang, saat aku perlu kekuatan, detik aku perlu dirinya dihadapan.. sering aku panjatkan, doa serta rintihan, kepada Tuhan sekalian alam, mengapa cukup besar ujian, tanpa henti datang, menimpa diriku yang tiada tahan, namun pabila sudahberdoa, kuluahkan semua, kurasa beban tiada bersisa, ringan segala terasa, alhamdulillah Tuhan, Kau beri aku ketenangan, dalam melihat erti ujian, dalam menerus kehidupan, kejayaan tunggu aku datang, kegelapan beransurlah kau menghilang, agar aku dapat melihat secebis garisan, di cermin tua mengukir senyuman.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 932pm,25 April 2011,Hijjaz Hotel, Kota Makkah al- Mukarramah

cinta tercipta, tanpa kupinta, hadir dirinya, dalam bermakna, walau datang tidak diduga, pergi meninggal hiba, luluh rasa dalam jiwa, aku akui dia, yang aku cinta, yang aku tunggu selama masa, yang aku ada di muka dunia.. percayalah wahai kamu yang mengusik rasa, yang menetap di sana, disanubariku berkata, engkaulah satu-satunya, lelaki yang bisa, buat aku rasa terbit bahagia di kala duka, muncul senyuman kala luka, terukir gembira sentiasa, walau mendengar berita, kisahmu pencipta bahagia di hati Naqiyyah.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,810pm,24 April 2011,Hijjaz Hotel, Kota Makkah al-Mukarramah

the clock ticks so fast,what concerns more is the time is too fast as if i am too slow to catch up everything that comes to me. enough said,i'm too busy with my daily life until i didn't count the days for me for going to this one place. last year, we,the whole family went to Sabah. the waiting mode was always been there because i've been waiting for family holiday since i was in standard 4. but to go this one place i feel really peaceful and the time that has passed made me felt that i've been chosen to go there. thanks to Abah because willingly to bring me to there. i've been thinking of going there for ages but at last,last semester after finishing my exam,i went back to my hometown. then, Abah asked me when will be my semester break? i said i didn't know yet because i was too lazy to browse iium.edu.my website for searching for the schedule. but when my father told me that he wanted to bring me to this place,i went upstair then switch on my laptop and had

kucari indah senyuman, kucari sebuah ketenangan, kucari seorang teman, yang bisa membuatkan, aku tersenyum kala keseorangan, aku teringat dalam seharian, aku berlagu riang, pabila kau datang.. aku mengaku aku suka, akan seorang jejaka, yang berjaya, mengetuk hati lara, berminggu aku cuba, nafikan kasih tercipta, dalam hati sudah ada taman.. namun apa yang aku perlukan, bukan bahagia sekadar luaran, bukan kegembiraan yang tidak berpanjangan, aku mahu indahnya rasa seumur kehidupan, aku mahu ia berkekalan, sehingga nyawa bercerai badan, sehingga saat kita disatukan, waktu dibangkitkan, kau masih menjadi pasangan.. dan aku mahu, syurga tempatku, adakah kau mampu, membimbingku ke situ? Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 3.26pm,13 April 2011,Alpha Villa

kadang-kadang terasa bersarang di jiwa, tangis serta sendu masih terasa, kisah yang telah lama, namun masih kuat bersama.. kadang-kadang aku tanya diriku, mengapa perlu masih di situ, menunggu akan sesuatu, katanya kau benci menunggu, namun mengapa masih dituju, tempat yang satu, kekal dalam jiwaku.. pergi bersama harapan palsu, khayalan dan impian berlagu, terbit bahagia dalam rindu, namun bahagia itu, tidak pernah buat kamu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,11 April 2011,Alpha Villa

erm,at the first place i don't want to post anything about this because i don't feel like sharing but after i've been thinking several times i want to share about my dream. i dreamt of Tsunami hits Malaysia last week. i can vividly remember when i woke up i can still feel the suffocating thing. i was drown in the tsunami. it was like just a couple of minute then everything was finish. in the twinkle of eyes,i lost my family. the waves made me drown, i tried to swim to the surface but it was too hard because of the velocity of the wave could be too high. after several attempt, i could breathe again because the tsunami was gone. luckily,i'm saved but where's on earth my family members? i tried to find them but i can't figure out where they were..i cried terribly. after i woke up from my sleep, i felt relieve because it was just a horrible dream. although it was a dream but it could be a possible thing to happen because tsunami already hit Japan, Acheh the lands th

sometimes, i feel that i'm too cruel by judging others on their only surfaces or should i say only on their epidermis not the dermis. the idiom that might be suitable for me would be 'don't judge a book by it's cover'..hurm,but i've done what i should do for knowing people,to be exact that someone! sometimes, i feel that i'm giving too much and making people around me take me for granted!huh,,exhausted! sometimes, i feel lonely and need to have a very good companion to share my stories,dreams,goals and what i want to EAT,,funny huh?but it is the ugly truth that i should accept.. sometimes, i might be missing this one person even i tried my best not to miss him anymore. why there's that kind of feeling? sometimes, i may forget you for a second but then i will miss u for every second that i breathe. again,why this kind of thing should be happening in my daily life?i'm already exhausted of being in this state. i should stop all these nonsense, seriously

Forgive me for all wrong doing that i have done to you. i'm not a perfect person. forgive me if my act made u feel terrible,if my voice made u feel like vomiting and if everything that i've ever done to u made u feel down and sad. to you,you, you and also you.. Forgive me, pray for me to answer the examination well and get flying colours result later. good night and have a nice dream.

I prepared lunch for my friends, father and of course me..hehe. my father praised my cooking because he said that it was really yummy and the taste was extraordinary.he asked me what kinds of secret ingredient that i used to put in.i said well i just put some lemon juices and mayo. Unfortunately, i didn't take the photos because too busy to eat.lol.ha ha,by the way, i love to cook because it makes me feel freedom of creating a new recipe. yes,i love to cook for my special,i hope you'll be the one..miss u dear;P p/s: i want to watch the hilarious ever show which is Maharaja Lawak tonight then continue study for my final,yeehaa andre,andre!hahaah

urm,this issue has been talking over many centuries ago. but what i want to share here is that the relationship between a lady who in her 20th with a man in his 40th perhaps.what do u think if u do see these kind of couples somewhere?what will come to ur mind,i mean the first expectation? before this i would say urm, that man has much Money what will i think of other than that reason? do u have anything to add dear friends? erm, love perhaps? well love doesn't even matter who u are, where u came from,all does matter how much the love that u have to be shared of to the love one and do u have the time to spent of. what else? may be do u have the confident to say it out loud like me,let's scream... to YOU i do LOVE u, I do MISS u,what else?- saya mahu awak tahu saya mahu awak !bluekkk!hahaha=P

last night, my friends and i went for a movie at Wangsa Walk of course because it is really near to my house and it conveniences. we watched Hop.well the cute Bunny that can speak and very CUTE. hehe.i love bunny too much. i want to have Bunny as my pet since then but my mother told me that she will give me The Bunny when i do have my own house because she doesn't want to handle the Bunny's poo.haha! for March month, i have watched 5movies all together and all have been watched at Wangsa Walk=), they were: 1) Rango-with Aza 2)Big Momma-with Ida 3)I'm no 4-with Amir 4)Men in Love-ALONE! 5)Hop-with Aza and Mas My friends are still sleeping. they slept over last night because we finished the watching 10.30pm so it wasn't convenient to be too late coming home;) after this,we will go to UIA as i have a date with my lecturer pertaining to my paper on this 11th April. do pray for me my dear friends=)