Naqiyyah's Path of life

i've had an awesome trip with my dear younger sister,hidayah last month. we're having so much fun on that day. we had treasured our precious time together.we bought our pictures that have been taken by the photographer there because it rocks!hehe,,here some pictures for u guys to have a look=)

yesterday, my studio has had External Port Folio Day. we were enjoying ourselves too much for yesterday Port Folio as our beloved lecturer, Dr. Sharifah Mazlina was sponsoring our Lunch. it's really yummy after working too hard for the Port Folio day=) here are some pictures that have been taken along the journey to the presentation. my group presented Road Work topic. and for the Internal Port Folio it was excellent but then for the External,the external examiner seems too clever because he didn't ask our lecturer our scope of presentation and said that our work was only CHICKEN FEET?hell yeah!he was graduated from oversea and seems too arrogant with his Qualification by saying that he didn't know the Malaysian university scope of QS course. hence, u should study first dear PAKCIK..don't judge a book by it's cover. screening all over our course first then let makes it happiest moment for us whom work really hard doing Port Folio Job. it was not that easy for prepar

air mata sesuatu yang tiada dijangka, untuk merembes keluar tika, cinta pergi meninggalkan kita.., air mata jua sesuatu yang tiada di minta, untuk menemani tika cinta bertukar cara, ketika kasihmu tiada lagi menjadi milikku, ketika sayangmu sudah berlalu.. aku percaya mungkin suatu masa, air mata yang aku cipta, saat kau berlalu tanpa kata, detik kau tiada rasa, buat diriku yang mencinta, akan terbalas dengan bahagia, yang akan menemaniku jua, saat dia, memilikiku dengan sekali kata, menghadiahiku cinta, yang bakal buatku berkata, inilah cinta yang ingin kurasa, inilah dia yang aku tunggu lama, untuk menemani rasa, untuk bersama, menuju syurga;) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,118am,30 March 2011,Alpha Villa

jika suatu masa nanti, aku sudah tidak di sini, aku sudah tidak mampu memberi, senyuman yang tiada kau tunggui, maka aku sudah tiada di sini, untuk menanti dirimu lagi, menghadiahi senyuman yang aku hajati, untuk lihatnya sebelum aku pergi... jika suatu masa nanti, kau ingin melihat senyuman aku lagi, mungkin suatu masa nanti, terdetik di sanubari, walau sedetik untuk suatu hari, ingatlah saat aku menghiasi, waktumu ketika aku melakari, saat-saat bahagia dalam diari, kehidupanmu walau untuk suatu hari... aku pasti ujian datang serta pergi, manusia hidup juga mati, terasa penat menyelubungi, terasa dekat masaku pergi, terasa penat diuji, terasa beban ini, tidak tertanggung lagi, wahai Ilahi, aku pohon ampun serta limpahi, aku dengan kasih sayang yang tiada berbelah bagi, dariMu Ya Ilahi, sesungguhnya aku mahu pergi, dalam lingkungan hambaMu yang dikasihi... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 358am,28 March 2011,Alpha Villa..

tika aku senyum di sini, pasti diri ini teringat saat diri, bersama dirimu di suatu hari, saat aku bisa menari, untuk seluruh hari.. walau jauh aku pergi, meninggal sesuatu yang bergelar mimpi, namun masih tiada yang pasti, adakah aku perlu berlari, adakah aku perlu pergi? aku penat menanti, aku penat sendiri, aku penat berteka-teki, aku penat dimaki, aku penat berpuisi, aku penat untuk berkata aku sudah tiada hati, untuk di beri kepada kamu lagi.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 28 March 2011,352am,Alpha Villa

entah di mana salahku, entah di mana periku, yang tiada disenangimu, aku kurang tahu... jika aku terlalu, membuat kau terasa pilu, melakarkan pedih di hulu, hatimu yang satu, ingatkan aku, agar menjaga perilaku, agar aku dapat melihat senyumanmu, yang bagi aku cukup indah begitu, yang cukup perisa yang aku mahu, namun mengapa aku, melihat kau jauh dariku, kau jauh dari itu, kau jauh dari apa yang aku fikirkan tentangmu, kau buang aku! Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 28 March 2011,210am,Alpha Villa

it Was a bit weird to be called as Naqi but that was the nick name that my EAW classmate used to call me yesterday.urm, at first,i was thinking,were they calling me?then,after several times,eventhough it was weird to adapt such name,i got used to it. anyway, sometimes,my family members used to call me Naqi.. p/s: Qiqi, Naqiyyah,Wan,Wanna and Naqi,which one suite u better?u may call me with any of these,others than this,please mention not!!

rindu bertandang, tanpa kuundang, namun tetap bersarang, aku tidak mahu yang terlarang.. sucikah hati, merindui insan bergelar lelaki, yang belum menjadi suami, aku tidak mahu akhirat nanti, di tanya dosa rindu ini.. maka, aku mahu seorang lelaki, yang bisa menjadi suami, yang bisa menjadi, seseorang yang mampu dirindui, oleh diriku yang mahu disayangi, mahu cinta yang haqiqi, maka cinta dari Ilahi.. Doakan kebahagian kami=) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1253pm,23 March 2011,Alpha Villa

tonight,i'll be having group meeting for our port folio presentation which will be held on this Friday morning. my group will be the 1st group presenting.chaiyok2.. i have prepared fried bee hoon and chocolate moist cake for my group. i hope that they will enjoy eating them..owh not to be forgotten, the keropok lekor also another menu for tonight party. meet u there all my group members.let's party at KAED..hehe=) p/s: after we've done eating,we must proceed our work and reach our goal for tonight meeting,if it is not then i'll be disappointed..

i sent a sms to my EAW lecturer to postpone the submission of my research paper to this Thursday instead of today and alhamdulillah she allowed me to do it so.thanks mdm. i'm not feeling well today because i can't sleep last night. i kept on turn right and turn left through all night thinking about the thing that unclear enough for me. i tried to sleep by switch off the light but still at last i heard Subuh prayer calling. then i performed Subuh prayer, only after that, i can sleep. the point is that why should i think the same thing again and again without having the so called full stop point? and why i keep on telling myself to be patient even though i can't? until then, i feel sleepy and i can't focus at all.. salam. p/s: dear friends, please make Doa for me in order to pass this huge obstacle, thanks;)

this week will be another hectic week for me because of port folio thing. i want to perform the best for this semester port folio because my group has been the rubbish group last semester. why this was happening to my group?before last semester, we were among the best group when presenting about the window before but when presenting about structural work last semester,it was a nightmare ever for me to be humiliated and condemned such that way. the problems that affect out group performance were: everyone did not start his/her works earlier,everything seems last minute work we had been tasked on the topic that been the last topic for the semester, didnt have enough time to figure out the right way of measuring. individualistic and did not work as a group. HENCE, this semester, i'll try to make all these things wont be happening again in my group because if it does occur again, then i should say bye2 my group i'll form a new one next semester. dont blame me, as i want to be the b

rasa tiada, tawar semata, rindu ada, semakin pudar, cinta seakan pergi, meninggalkan diri, yang akan terus mencari, sesuatu yang haqiqi, bukan sekadar janji, yang tiada tepati, dari seorang pemungkir janji... pergi dulu tangis berlagu, pergi kini tangis sendu, pergi esok senyum bertamu, pergi pasti ada yang bertamu, namun siapakah tetamu itu, jawabku aku tidak tahu, yang mana bertamu, tepat dalam hatiku, sepertimana dirimu, hari sebelum itu, hari sebelum tawar hatiku... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,155am,21 March 2011, Alpha Villa

now, i understand the word tasteless. it is not the taste that less in our meals.it is the taste that already left us when a relationship means nothing at all.i already felt that since i got a sms. when i went back to my hometown 2days ago, my mom asked me,do u still love encik ehem2?then, i figure out that, it kind of hard to elaborate the feeling inside me recently but then i told my mom, it has been tasteless since that sms mama.. i've done everything that i can do for making up thing. a relationship is not an easy as an abc. it is too complicated to deal with people thought and feeling. people are differ one and another. he is differ from the other him. i should not deal with him the way i dealt with the other him. but everything had happened, there is nothing i can do more than what i've done. i hope my decision to stop everything that deals with YOU is the best decision ever that i've done for this year. 3years are nothing for me to wait but an entire life will become

ingin menjerit, namun tekakku perit.. ingin khabarkan, tentang suatu pengkhabaran, namun mahukah menjadi bahan pendengaran, dirimu tiada ingin dikhabarkan... ingin kubisikkan, yang aku sudah kehabisan, tenaga dan rasa dalam kehidupan, untuk teruskan perjuangan, menanti sesuatu yang bukanlah ditentukan, untuk diriku sejak awal perkenalan.. ingin aku coretkan, kisah yang aku sulamkan, sejak dari perkenalan, sehinggalah kehilangan, sesuatu yang akhirnya menjadi kesayangan, kesayangan yang bisa membuatkan, aku sedih sendirian, aku tangis dosa semalam, aku kongsi bersama taulan, yang kau adalah teman, yang aku inginkan, dalam menjalani kehidupan, dalam taman dunia akhir zaman... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 259pm,18 March 2011,Alpha Villa..

if u know the stories Madam,you'll not try to make up thing. if u know the fact that i face started last week Madam, you'll not tease me again. if u know the hurt that hurt me since then, there is no invitation card that u wish me to send to you.. if u know the thing is not as smooth as u thought, u might not ask me to send ur regard to him today and the days before today.. if i can share those stories with u Madam, i will hug u and say, i tried my best to score in my final and i don't want to give a damn to this matter. but then, i still think about it.. one day, i wish i could tell those stories to you Madam.. p/s: thanks because always try ur best to make my day Madam=)

jika hari ini, tiada lagi senyuman menghiasi, maka tiadalah hari seceria mentari.. jika hari ini, aku tiada hadiahi, senyuman yang kau nanti, maka aku harap kau fahami, aku tiada rasa lagi.. jika hari ini, aku sudah tiada lagi, untuk kau tunggui, senyuman itu lagi, maka aku sudah pergi, dari melihat dunia ini... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1057pm,17 March 2011, Alpha Villa.

hari berganti hari, memori masih di sini, masih terpahat di sanubari, pesanan yang mengocak naluri.. walau kusibukkan diri, memori itu datang lagi, tiada pernah pergi, untuk benarkan aku bernafas lagi, kisah yang aku pasti akan berhenti, namun waktunya aku belum pasti.. mengapa masih ada di sisi, kasih dan sayang dari diri, cinta dan rindu makin tersembunyi, di sebalik cebisan kata-kata berduri.. pergilah dikau cintaku, pergilah dikau dariku, pergilah berkubur dari jasadku, pergilah jauh dari kalbu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 12March 2011,1149pm,Alpha Villa.

i had an awesome evening with my friend, Aza. we went for a movie at Wangsa Walk after the class. we watched Rango because Aza loves Johnny Depp so much hence she wanted to watch that movie. i was okay then because i just want to have fun watching movie and reduce all the stress that i had been through lately. recently, it seems that everyone comes and goes into my life easily. they come,then they go.they don't wait at all. they are rushing too much. can't even wait for a second. it started on Jan 11, every little thing seems bigger than usual for me.each little tiny thing makes me feel it is really an enormous thing.i have to deal with it with extra strength that i allocate for the event that much-much more bigger but then i have to use it to deal with this little tiny thing that seems too big for me. what is the 'IT' then? u might getting dizzy with all the elaboration that i made just now. but there is. the IT is there.it exists! the IT refers to my determination of

sudah terpateri, dua sudah bersemi, hati dimiliki, titik. titik. dan haruskah titik. itu diulangi? adakah aku akan teruskan perjalanan hidup ini, dengan bulan yang menanti? kerana matahari sudah berbunyi, hatinya sudah dimiliki, oleh insan yang amat disayangi.. adakah titik harus kusimpul? agar hilang segala terkumpul? kisah yang semakin tumpul, dari benak yang tiada pukul, yang masih unggul, menanti tunggul? Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 11March 2011,518pm, Alpha Villa

hari ini, bukan hari sebelum ini, juga bukan esok hari, tapi hari ini.. aku rindu kamu lagi, aku tangis sendiri, kenang dirimu tiada hati, untuk diri ini.. aku masih disini, aku masih menanti, dirimu kembali, menyemai fantasi, merealisikan impian hati, untuk pergi, menuntut lagi, di tempat asal sushi.. aku mahu kau tahu, engkaulah yang aku tunggu, dari dulu.. aku tahu kau tidak mahu, untuk ditunggu aku, namun aku mahu, jua menunggu, kerana kasihku, masih menjadi milikmu, hanya untukmu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, Alpha Villa,1142pm,9 March 2011 p/s: to you that got my lengthy sms, i do hope that u'll read it..i do miss u, i love u..so much.

yesterday i went to my EAW class.again i brought my laptop and again i've been teased by my mdm because she saw me smiling when i used my laptop. she said that Naqiyyah,i know u are smiling because of the wallpaper and the whole class started to laugh.erm, mdm you are right,u are extremely right. i used to smile when i see my wallpaper,the photo of him was the first photo that i've seen for the first time and the only photo that i can view from his profile as his profile was private. at night, im having chat with my best tutor ever Cg Ruzak. he asked me who is my special right now. i said to him that i'm still single and he asked me to find one.then i said to him that it is too hard for me to find one because the people that come into my life nowadays or for the last 3years are not having the quality that i search for but then i admit to him that i love this one guy. he said that the one that staying at K***** ****T?i totally shocked because i didn't expect that cg ruza

i had 7am class this morning but unfortunately i over slept and can't manage to go to the class. the class was my replacement class for English for Academic Writing. i had Facilities Management class at 11am then i went back to my College for taking nap.i woke up at 3pm to perform Zohor then edited my research paper to be submitted on 4pm. i went to class at 415pm. the class start at 4pm but well i had so much things to be settled so u guys can understand me well right?hahahaha. ok,i brought my laptop in the evening class,i mean English class on 4pm. my lecturer asked us who brought a laptop because she needed to use the laptop to download some note pertaining to our topic today. she needed the slide to elaborate the points to us as she didn't make any hard copy. at first, i refused to tell Madam that i brought the laptop with me but then i told her that i brought the laptop. i refused to tell mdm because i afraid of the Wallpaper!i used to use Mr Ehem,Encik Ehem photo as