tasteless

now, i understand the word tasteless. it is not the taste that less in our meals.it is the taste that already left us when a relationship means nothing at all.i already felt that since i got a sms.

when i went back to my hometown 2days ago, my mom asked me,do u still love encik ehem2?then, i figure out that, it kind of hard to elaborate the feeling inside me recently but then i told my mom, it has been tasteless since that sms mama..

i've done everything that i can do for making up thing. a relationship is not an easy as an abc. it is too complicated to deal with people thought and feeling. people are differ one and another. he is differ from the other him. i should not deal with him the way i dealt with the other him. but everything had happened, there is nothing i can do more than what i've done. i hope my decision to stop everything that deals with YOU is the best decision ever that i've done for this year. 3years are nothing for me to wait but an entire life will become nothing for me also if u do feel the same as u are not, hence the entire life span will not be there anymore for waiting..

p/s: tasteless feeling, i do feel the same now,thanks!