SOMEONE
i had an awesome evening with my friend, Aza. we went for a movie at Wangsa Walk after the class. we watched Rango because Aza loves Johnny Depp so much hence she wanted to watch that movie. i was okay then because i just want to have fun watching movie and reduce all the stress that i had been through lately.
recently, it seems that everyone comes and goes into my life easily. they come,then they go.they don't wait at all. they are rushing too much. can't even wait for a second.
it started on Jan 11, every little thing seems bigger than usual for me.each little tiny thing makes me feel it is really an enormous thing.i have to deal with it with extra strength that i allocate for the event that much-much more bigger but then i have to use it to deal with this little tiny thing that seems too big for me.
what is the 'IT' then? u might getting dizzy with all the elaboration that i made just now. but there is. the IT is there.it exists!
the IT refers to my determination of getting something or i can say the voice that came from my inner side. when i tried to stop it, then it would be kind of difficult. difficulty of stopping all the determination that i had.
i want everything, but i can't get everything because i'm not in the heaven instead i'm in the world that values money too much!
if i do want something, i will try to get it what ever it takes.
if i do love someone, i can't get him because he is not loving me!i can't force someone to love me!
if i do want some time to spend with, i will choose to spend my time with someone that can lend me his/her ears to listen carefully all those things that i want to share!
there are too much stories that i can't share with others. i kept them all with me. only certain thing i share with my family, friends.but now i want to share all of them with someone, do u mind to be that SOMEONE?
recently, it seems that everyone comes and goes into my life easily. they come,then they go.they don't wait at all. they are rushing too much. can't even wait for a second.
it started on Jan 11, every little thing seems bigger than usual for me.each little tiny thing makes me feel it is really an enormous thing.i have to deal with it with extra strength that i allocate for the event that much-much more bigger but then i have to use it to deal with this little tiny thing that seems too big for me.
what is the 'IT' then? u might getting dizzy with all the elaboration that i made just now. but there is. the IT is there.it exists!
the IT refers to my determination of getting something or i can say the voice that came from my inner side. when i tried to stop it, then it would be kind of difficult. difficulty of stopping all the determination that i had.
i want everything, but i can't get everything because i'm not in the heaven instead i'm in the world that values money too much!
if i do want something, i will try to get it what ever it takes.
if i do love someone, i can't get him because he is not loving me!i can't force someone to love me!
if i do want some time to spend with, i will choose to spend my time with someone that can lend me his/her ears to listen carefully all those things that i want to share!
there are too much stories that i can't share with others. i kept them all with me. only certain thing i share with my family, friends.but now i want to share all of them with someone, do u mind to be that SOMEONE?
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