Trauma!

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It has been 21 years,

The hurt,

The hatred,

The emotion is still there..


It has been 21 years,

The trauma is still there,

I try to hide,

But when something has gone too far,

It has woken up the tigress in me..


Now even it has been a month over,

The tigress cannot be tamed,

It has been firing inside out..


I want to stop,

But I cannot..


I want to hide,

But I cannot..


I want to scream,

Where should I?


I want to share,

Who want to listen?


I just want to close,

The door of hatred,

Since it has opened up too long,

Until I cannot enjoy the bit of my journey,

Toward seeing Him,

But I just cannot.. yet..

It is haunting and hugging me tightly,

Trauma!


Written by: WN, 3.26am, 13 October 2024

- How much time that I need to heal? Do I have the time to actually heal? Or I have not had one..


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