Naqiyyah's Path of life

i know that tomorrow u will be having your presentation.i wish you luck dear. i know how exhausted you are when u called me in the evening said that your back hurt. u wanted me to massage u. i know that you have done your best in preparing the best that you can. i am also having difficulties here in completing my assignments.the electricity is playing hide and seek. how i wish you are here to be my hero;) abg, please do the best. think about our future. i know you can do it. p/s: it is really hurtful and at the same time disappointed when u did mention about giving up. just remember this sentence: i miss and love u always;)

disorok rasa sayang, kerana belum waktu bersarang, rasa rindu telah bersulam, namun ucap belum tentu terang.. anugerah cinta dari Ilahi, kamu dihadiahi untuk menyeri, kehidupan aku di sini, dan aku pasti di sana nanti, kau seorang bergelar suami.. kau hiasi diri ini, dengan kasih tiada belah bagi, kau hidupkan hati, yang telah mati.. kisah kita mungkin biasa, kau suka aku dari kali pertama, lihat aku di suatu masa, sedari aku tiada peka, wujudnya kamu tika, kamu lihat aku terpana.. daun dan bunga, kasih serta cinta, buku dan pena, semua bersama, sama seperti kita, bersama peroleh bahagia, dalam redha Maha Esa, sering berdampingan dalam suka duka, harap sampai akhir usia, dan bila jengah ke alam sana.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 2.07am, 28 November 2012.

i am someone's wife starting 1 September 2012 and that someone is Mohd Aizat bin Kamaruzaman. Alhamdulillah;) the solemnization ceremony was something that i can't interpret with words. i didn't cry at that time even i have prepared tissue for that purpose. haha. however, i treasured that moment thoroughly as it was one of the best chapter in my life. the wedding ceremony was held on 10 November 2012 at Dewan Terbuka,Noor Arfa Craft Complex. it was held 2 months after my solemnization because it was planned to be double weddings. my brother, Amir married his fiance Zana on 3 November 2012. the wedding ceremony at my husband's side was on 17 November 2012 at his house. thanks umi for the extravaganza celebration.;) on my way heading to Kuala Terengganu from Kuala Lumpur on 8 Novemeber 2012 with my husband for the wedding ceremony,approximately 11pm we had an accident. i startled  at that time when the vehicle that my husband drove lost control and hit the guard

he did call me at 730am today. saying that how time goes really slow for him. HAHA! well, time is really slow if u keep on measuring it second by second. but the time will pass really fast if there are abundant of work to be done. be patience,in other word-tak lari gunung dikejar=)

this will be the last ramadhan that i will treasure as a single person. the ramadhan that will be coming next year will not be the same as this ramdhan. i will be someone's wife on 1 September 2012. hopefully the event will go smooth and have the Barakah=) love to be with my family doing all ramadhan activities such as early breakfast, fasting, break the fast, terawih prayer, moreh, recitation of Al-quran, watching TV, movies together. do hope that eventhough one day i will be parting from u guys to be someone's wife,i still hope that our activities will be the best memories for all of us. i do hope that being someone's wife do not stop me doing those activities with u guys again in the future,insyaAllah=) p/s: hopefully that you will understand that the family for me is a treasure that cannot be bought by money and anything else in this world.

HAHAHA..it is. isn't it? hahaha.this is the photo that u sent me via email Bambam. the photo that insyaAllah will be put at the Nikah card. it is true the name of the card is Nikah card?i don't sure either. hahahaha.such an ordinary Qiqi. do work at the very last minute and sometimes don't get what she is doing right now. yes, indeed i am like i said before. i love to do thing like that. steady and pushing others to do it well but on my part i'll do it at the very last minute. However, this case will not be applied in my assignment because assignment is some kind of thing that i cannot measure like that. i mean i cannot do thing like half boil egg. hahaha. i did have been told by my supervisor i like to do thing like half boil egg but then when he said it is my attitude to do that. it did hurt me because that thing i did check it several times. it is not the attitude of mine letting everything goes pretty half boil egg but some sort of thing in life they did re

i don't even know that your name will be filled up at the groom's name at the Nikah application form. i don't even know that u are the one. i don't know that the time flies so fast. i hope that i did the right decision to be with u for the rest of my life. i hope all the dreams that i dream of come true. hope u'll understand me better than i do. miss u bambam=P

a month later i will be someone's wife. a month later i will be having a new responsibility. a month later i don't even know what i want to say. but, i have felt a deeply hurt last few months. the hurt that i've always thought of. the hurt that will be mine when the time come, and it did come. and thanks to someone that can make my life gets better in time. even though, i said harsh words. even i said i hate u. even i said i don't want you. but then Allah SWT said u are mine, then a month later u'll be my hubby. thanks for being understanding. thanks for being so patience toward me. i love u. from, Wan Naqiyyah binti Wan Hassan.

Irritated with the insurance companies who always getting chance to call and persuade me of getting their policies! it is not once but it has been twice to be disturbed by them. eventhough they are from different companies but hey, do i care? i don't even have extra money to play around and u are telling me to spend the money to buy your policy? HELL NO! what concern me is that, where they got my phone number?did i sell mine before. don't think so and for the rest of my lifetime won't be too stupid of doing it so!selling ur number means u r cheap enough to be disturbed by others. NO PRIVACY! hey friends out there,if u do know my number, please don't tell others. i live in a very peaceful life of not letting too many people know my number. and please respect my decision.thanks

masyarakat itu komuniti, jika dinilai aspek kualiti, komuniti terpuji, ditambah akhlak berbudi, pasti ternobat terbaik serta tersuci.. aku tidak pasti, adakah masih berbaki, masyarakat yang sejati, bersih serta suci, dari penyakit dengki, dari rasuah mencengkam diri, dari noda-noda yang mengubah diri, dari seorang yang baik kepada yang keji.. dulu aku fikir, dengan hanya mengukir, sebuah puisi terakhir, tentang dunia yang semakin hampir, ke hujung yang terakhir, aku peroleh secangkir, pahala kerana mengingati pemungkir.. yang aku pasti, janji tinggal janji, kata dimungkiri.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,1207pm,15 May 2012,NFL

Abahku dulu, cukup hebat baca buku, Eh tunggu dulu, sekarang mantap tulis buku, tentang kerjayanya dulu, seorang perancang bandar hilir dan hulu, saja kukias kan hilir dan hulu, agar puisiku, cantik serta merdu, rima itu perlu, dalam mencantikkan sajakku, kenapa ada di sini cemburu? atau berbulu dengan puisi aku? tidak kukisah dengan iri hati, tidak kugentar dengan tohmahan lagi, cukup kudrat kucoretkan lagi, tentang seorang lelaki, yang cukup berani, menentang arus moden kini, yang ajar aku jadi seperti ini, takkan kukalah menghadap bumi, sebelum aku benar-benar mati.. Abah yang disayangi, semoga setiap buku yang akan mengiringi, akan mendapat sambutan jutaan penduduk bumi, jika rezeki diberkati, insyaAllah kita buat buku sekali=) Nukilan:   Wan Naqiyyah   binti   Wan   Hassan Wan Ismail, 435pm,11 May 2012,NFL

Resah serta gelisah, mainan perasaan yang gundah, jangan biar kalah, atau patut kukata jangan mengalah.. luas terbentang bumi Ilahi, diciptakan semua berperanan menghuni, memberi faedah sesama sendiri, jangan dilupa di sini bukan abadi.. kita susun tangga, agar naik ke menara, biar semua ternganga, melihat seorang bijaksana, masih terus gah di sana.. Namun, adakah alpa wahai teman? kita di sini tiada berkekalan, nantikan kita perlu teruskan, sebuah perjalanan, hidup dalam suatu alam, yang beda dari apa digambarkan, kerana belum sampai ke haluan.. ayuh kita mencari, Redha Pencipta abadi, agar nanti pabila kita kembali, syurgalah tempat dihuni.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,220pm, 14 May 2012,NFL

sesak dan padat, tak mungkin dapat, buat terbit rasa selamat, aku rasa amat, sempit dan mampat.. bila mahu tambah, manusia kan bercambah, jangan biar kalah, baru terngadah.. kita cuma, mahu rasa, selamat itu tersemat.. bila sempit lagi padat, selamat tak dapat, marah teramat! Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,819am,11 May 2012,LRT!

rasa sesalku, takkan pernah luput, dari ingatanku, rasa itu satu, sering membelenggu, buat aku pilu, kerana buat begitu, aku tidak mampu, beri dia waktu, untuk mencintaiku, seperti kali itu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,930am,10May2012,NFL

bila kufikir kembali, sejak bila kita begini, berkawan rapat seperti ini, ... aku terjemah rasa hati, tidak tertanggung diri, tidak terpanggil memori.. kita kerja sampai pagi, tampal sana tampal sini, specification kita kongsi, taram buat suka hati, ayat JKR kasi kasi, tapi terbaik kami cuba bagi, biar dapat tertinggi, markah portfolio yang diidami.. biarlah seluruh studio berbunyi, kita ini geng itu dan ini, tiada yang dapat beri kami, rasa rendah diri, namun syukur kami, port folio kami, antara yang buat mdm senyum sendiri, senyum tayang gigi, HOi!mestilah markah kita tinggi, masihkah kau ingat lagi? Nukilan: WN,429pm,9May2012,NFL c/c: Muhammad Asyraf Shakhir Shain Azaryna Mohd Masita Masrud Zyla Zainal

Titik demi titik, Detik demi detik.. sembilan lima lapan enam, kamu semakin matang, usia akan bertambah lagi sayang, usah dikisahkan tua mendatang, kita bakal disatukan, cukuplah kita berteman, untuk kita coretkan, ... masa kini serta hadapan, memori terindah kita ukirkan.. janganlah gusar sayang, cabaran masa depan, kita tempuh bersama dengan girang, kita jalani dengan tenang.. ombak badai melanda, janganlah kita rasa, terseksa sempit merana, Adil dan saksama, Pencipta kita, Dia tiupkan rasa bahagia, yang kita rasa, dan selamanya kita bersama.. Selamat Ulangtahun sayang, kudoa agar umurmu panjang, untuk sulamkan kasih serta sayang, untuk bersama hingga akhir usia, untuk sampai ke syurga.. Nukilan:Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,920am,8 MAY 2012,NFL

Setelah berjam memendam rasa, Setelah berhari merasa luka, Setelah rasa kurang selesa pergi jua, Setelah melihat adik dia, Pergi menemui Pencipta, Maka, Wan Naqiyyah meminta, maaf dari kakak tercinta, mogok dan ego dia, terlerai jua, kerana teringat adik dia, air mata menyapa, jika kakak tercinta, pergi tiba-tiba, pasti sesal sehabis usia.. p/s: minta maaf bukan kalah tandanya, tapi tanda hati kita luar biasa=)

we may write i love mom. we also may write i love dad. we can write i love u honey. but, seldomly, i write i love Allah SWT. Allah SWT is everywhere. He may see us but we can't. We can't see but we can feel His existence. He is always be there when we are in the cloud 9 or even when enormous trouble struck us. I will always say I love u Allah SWT. Thank You for the tests that You have given to me. they made me who i am right know. they taught me a lot. without those tests i don't think that i'll be this strong. the tests that have been given to me were superb teachers for me to learn something that can't be learnt from other sources. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. i am happy right now. You know who are the best to accompany me to Your Jannah. insyaAllah;)

why?are u shocked while reading the title of my post? yesssss, i am also shocked to be honest. it was so fast.everything seems on the track. his parents came to KL to meet me then asked me when they can go to meet my parents. i said that i'll be going back to my home on 21 April because i want to attend one of my close friend wedding reception then they said they want to come over on that time. that 21 April was 4days ago. they brought me a basket of fruits, traditional cuisine( kuih cara berlauk) and egg tart, cloth and a ring. they arrived at my home approximately 1.00pm.  then, abah and mama asked them to eat first before pursuing the meeting. then, the date is set engagement date: 16 June 2012 wedding date: 1 September 2012 Hope everything will be smooth. Thank You Ya Allah SWT for Your Blessing=) p/s: going back to KB tomorrow night,insyaAllah, as his father is sick and will be operated tomorrow morning. hope everything will

sebahagianku, bakal dilengkapimu, sebahagianku, bakal melengkapimu.. duhai kamu, yang berjaya bertakhta dihatiku, waktu aku terbuka menerimamu, mendiami jiwaku, aku mahu kamu tahu, aku bukan ratu, namun aku juga bukan hantu, aku pinta agar kamu mahu, fahami aku, layan aku, seperti selalu, lebih dari itu, aku perlu, namun terkurang sudu, aku tiada mahu.. dimanja selalu, aku perlu, dibelai sentiasa, aku suka, dipujuk rajuk, aku seronok.. kamu, perlu tahu, bagaimana aku, untuk terus bertakta dalam sanubarimu... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1125am,13 April 2012, NFL

Suara hati menyanyi, girang mengiringi, sebuah hari, suatu pagi.. makan ku kini tidak sendiri, duka aku bukan lagi menyakiti, kisah aku berlalu pergi, aku ingin sulam cerita abadi.. marah aku reda kembali, saat dirimu mencintai, detik kau menasihati, agar amarahku dirapi.. aku suka kamu, aku perlu kamu, sila jangan pergi, dari diri ini.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1036am,13 April 2012,NFL

Karat itu, sifat, Karat itu, kata nama.. Karat itu melarat, jika tiada ubat, jiwa sarat, rasa berat, marah meruap! Karat itu parasit! Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1208pm,12 April 2012, NFL

i hate it when dealing with unreasonable people. they think like stupid. they act like monkey. they made me extremely angry. stupid people who don't have super power called as tolerance is really stupid. once broken, consider sold-Hinode said but for me, once broken, it is for forever! enough said, shut up bitch!

Indah pagi, senyuman menghiasi, cukup bahagia aku kini, bakal suami, hadiahkan sekuntum ros wangi=) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1013am,10 April 2012, NFL

Perjalananku, Penuh liku, Namun syukurku, Dapat kutemu, Kamu.. Kamu, Beri aku, Rasa mahu, Dampingi diriku, tidak untuk singkat masa, Namun sehingga akhir usia, Sampai Syurga.. Syurga, Yang aku cipta, Dalam angan dan cinta, Detik aku halal untuk luahkan rasa, Apa yang mendiami jiwa, Kamu aku tunggu sepanjang masa, Terima kasih kerana kunjung tiba, Dalam hari aku yang hampa... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 328pm, 9 April 2012,NFL

dedaun kering memenuhi laman, bunga ros menjadi kegemaran, mengapa tidak kamu hadiahkan, agar hatiku serta hariku terang.. indah waktu hatiku, rasa sesuatu, rindu padamu, aku suka serta perlu.. kisah duka itu, kamu tahu, kamu mahu aku, biarkan itu berlalu, kamu janji padaku, kamu mahu, hapus air mataku, dari turun tanpa hala tuju.. kamu tahu, apa yang aku perlu, kamu mengerti, perasaan hati, ingin kusulam sanubari, agar namumu terukir sekali, dan seharusnya abadi=) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 11.11am, 9 April 2012, NFL

Indah permai suatu ketika, sejuk hati tika bersama, cantik bahasa aku suka, damai hati aku terima.. kamu sudah berjaya, buat aku rasa, aku berpunya, buat aku berkata, cepatlah masa, kita untuk bersama, menjalin cinta, mengulit rindu kita, mencapai impian terbina, segeralah reka rumah impian saya=) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 10.45am, 9 April 2012, NFL

diulit bahagia itu, itu aku.. dikasihi serta dicintai, aku lagi.. lelaki itu, buat terbit sesuatu, rasa sukar bagiku, untuk realisasikan rasa kalbu, aku tiada mahu mengaku.. lelaki itu, buat aku tahu, hatiku kini berpenghulu.. lelaki itu, cipta rindu, buat aku mahu, terus bersatu.. lelaki itu, bakal imamku, bakal papa cahaya hatiku.. lelaki itu, mahukah kamu tahu, sebenarnya sudah lama kutunggu, untuk kamu, datang kepadaku, ucap itu, rasa yang membelenggu, aku cinta kamu.. p/s: terima kasih cinta hatiku=) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1032am, 9 April 2012, NFL

the practical training that i have been through this past few weeks is already 8 weeks.wuhuuu..how fast time flies,i keep on writing this sentence 'how fast time flies' because indeed it is really fast but not that furious,haha. even there are still anger moment to be added here and there along the journey but i can overcome it. hell yeah!!hahhaha. Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan would not be tolerable person if someone makes her in the state of furious!seriously I can't tolerate with people that annoy me so much. sorry people! Happy because there are only 10 Weeks remaining to be here Perunding NFL Sdn. Bhd.!

He who will convey the message and idea that struck my mind. He who will always say yes to me. He who will always be there when i need someone to talk to. He who will always console me when i am not in a good mood. He is my soul mate. Welcome to my life.

The day i bought my engagement ring was yesterday.the process of marriage seems too fast. as last 2 weeks i went back to KT then last week the future in law came to KL to meet me. then this week bought the ring. Hope that everything will go smooth=) Dear readers and friends do pray the best for me=)

a new experience that i cultivated yesterday was a valuable thing that i had to treasure which is long distance driving alone..hahaha. i drove from UIA Gombak to Presint 8, Putrajaya. my uncle family was quite shocked to see me driving alone that far=) Thanks to Allah SWT because giving me this opportunity. Alhamdulillah, a new good experience=)

fikirku kusut, melayang melihat busut, apaku fikir hingga kusut, belum lagi aku dapatkan itu.. suatu hari senang, setiap hari tegang, mengapa bersarang, suatu yang sudah terang, menyesakkan pandangan, merimaskan perasaan, cukuplah masam, senyum itu kan, sedekah muka alam, tiada guna wang, namun hati jadi girang, masalah semalam, sudah terbang, dibawa angin petang.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 415pm,23 march 2012,NFL

bicara kamu terkadang buat diriku, terasa ingin menjerit siapa kamu, untuk berkata seperti itu, namun terkadang dalam bicara itu, benarnya tetap mengusikku, aku sedar aku sering begitu.. namun tenangnya kamu, dalam berbicara denganku, kamu berjaya membuatku, tenang serta sejuk seperti salju.. dan aku mohon pada Ilahi, agar menghadiahi, seseorang penyejuk hati, yang berjaya memberi, damai dalam hati ini.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,1220pm,21 March 2012,NFL

The excitement of waiting to go back to my hometown is really amazed me as i want to meet up with my parents.i love them so much. the happiest thing ever happen in my life of course my family.

i wish i could go to Kuantan to see all the places that i love with the one that will be by my side for the rest of my life. i wish i can be happy with my life i wish i can make others happy i wish that my existence is not giving problem to others i wish that one day i will be happy to see what i wish for=)

what do i left when i've gone from this world? have u ever wonder what will be brought by u to the next life which is Alam Barzakh after u died? then, today i read the shared article by my friend at FB stories about a very responsible son who take good care of his parents even though they turn to be pigs because they have done SIN before and i cried after reading it. i wonder, what have i done through my life for my parents? i several times make them can't stay in a peace of mind because of my sickness before. so, what should i be rewarded then? i mean i want many reward because i want to enter paradise.. i hope my parents are happy to have me as their daughter.

Alhamdulillah, i am really thankful. yesterday and the day before the day of yesterday came, i was in the state of down. i'm really upset with everything but i kept it just for my self. i did tell others some but the remaining thing that upset me is there, something in my thought, unreachable by others. there are people who Allah SWT sent to make me laugh again. to make me smile every and each day. to make me feel what i should feel. to make me realize there are still more to explore. there are still plenty to treasure before dying. some thought may make u feel extraordinary calm and peace but some thinking may hunt u and never end giving the terrorism feeling into your soul. i wish i could be given some more time to accomplish the dream that i dreamt since then. i hope that the ambitious person like i am will be a succesful person later. i wish that my parents are still alive to see me being a better person. i wish that the people who hurt me a lot will be happy for the rest of th

i almost forget about my practical experience because of busying thinking about something else. dear blog, actually i have been doing the practical training for a month already. the first moment of the first day coming to the firm was the best experience ever in my life. i have been in a state of curiosity and nervous at the same time. i afraid that i can't fulfill the requirement needed for practical training. i scared that i can't do the task accordingly. i feel that i don't fit to do work. and the list goes on. but once i started the training, the first week was the moment to adapt with the situation. the second week is to learn. third week is the time to be extravaganza okay. i am really thankful to be given a very understanding supervisor to guide me along the practical training session;) to those who are going to have the experience of practical training, don't be scare,there is nothing to be scared of;)

fews days have passed and guess what, the unbearable feeling is still there. the hurt, is still remain but i know this is the best test ever that Allah SWT wants me to face;) sometimes, we are too happy over something but when figuring out what is the reason of it,when realize there is nothing at all. reason for being happy is inside our thought. if u wish to be happy then u have to be strong to face all the tests that burdening u until several nights u can't even sleep because of thinking too much. because of remembering something that u shouldn't be thought of. yes, indeed i am a person who love someone too much. when i realize i love this one person, i have hurt him terribly. yes, it is wrong to like someone that has already married. i know i have to let go this stupid feeling but i still urge for some time to demolish every single feeling toward him. i hope one day i will feel nothing at all about him. and i really hope that one day will come and i hope i am still be alive

the time has come. i think the time has come for me to turn over a new leaf. i think i have the strength to start over a new one. now i will open up my heart to those who want to enter;) yes, indeed today will be the saddest day for me as the one that i'm waiting for quite some time will be marrying another girl but then i realize that Allah SWT knows the best. and He is now giving the best for me. and you, who is reading this right now, right here, perhaps will be the best for me;) it is unique when u are sad but u stop to cry. it will be more sophisticated when u are sad but u can overcome the sadness inside and come out like nothing is burdening u inside.but it will be excellent if u say to Allah, Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, u know better than i am and why should i'm sad because u reserve someone better for me to hurt, love, guide,share and be by my side along the journey entering Your Jannah, insyaAllah;)

Mac menjengah diri, sisa-sisa hari, ku menanti, penuh derita di hati, sarat rasa pilu ini.. entah bila hilang rasa enggak enak ini, samapai bila harus ditangisi, kisah yang tidak jadi, sejak mula kau kutemui, aku hanya sekadar memori, yang tiada erti, tiada pernah miliki, sekeping organ bernama hati, yang engkau miliki.. kisah aku bukan sehari, kisah kau bukan sehari, namun bertahun aku menanti, memohon agar Ilahi, membuka ruang hati, dirimu untuk kembali, menyemai suatu nurani, agar kembali mengisi, kisah-kisah indah tanpa lagu sepi... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,1203pm,1 Mac 2012,NFL

tidak senang, tidak tenang, tidak lengang, bersarang.. tidak rindu, namun pilu, tidak percaya, namun nyata.. tidak mahu, namun berlaku..

to be honest, these 2 months, i felt really bad. to be honest, what i thought years before has become the ugly truth that silently kill me inside! seriously, i tried to be cool. to be as usual. but i can't lie to myself that i'm okay even i don't. i have tried my best to be the best. i have tried my best to be strong. but every night i cry waiting for something that really big to really make me feel bad for the rest of my life. i do believe what Allah SWT plans for me. but then it is wrong for me to just be sad for the sad thing that struck me right now?

Jodoh itu rahsia Allah SWT. mungkin kita mencuba sedaya yang kita ada,namun jika dia bukan lah seseorang yang ditulis di Luh mahfuz lagi untuk mendampingi kita.maka dia akan menjadi milik orang lain.kepada awak,selamat pengantin baru.semoga awak kekal bahagia sehingga ke syurga.doa saya selalu mengiringi awak.;)

Kekasihku.. Aku mahu kamu tahu, Aku tahu kamu rindu, Kamu masih di situ, Walau aku sudah lari berjuta batu.. Kekasihku.. Aku tahu bahagia itu milikku, Jika aku balas sesuatu, Yang tersirat di kalbumu.. Kekasihku.. Kisah itu aku tiada mungkin lupa, sampai bila-bila, kesan yang tersisa, buat aku rasa, seksa hingga aku hilang nyawa.. Kekasihku.. Sepatutnya kamu tahu, Aku punya perilaku, Agar kata kamu, terjaga tanpa menggurisku.. Kekasihku, Seharusnya kamu mengerti, Sekali hatiku dilukai, Sekali katamu berduri, Selamanya aku ingati, Percayalah sampai mati.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,1030am,25 February 2012

tafsir maksud kawan, seribu perumpamaan, namun aku tidak senang, jika kawan aku tidak terus terang.. aku rasa seperti dipermainkan, jika dia tidak kongsikan, apa yang patut aku dapatkan, dari seorang teman, yang kononnya rindukan, aku yang jauh diperantauan! Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,242pm,24 february 2012,NFL

masanya telah tiba, hari ini kucuba, melupakan segala tentang dia.. masanya telah tiba, hatiku pergi dari duka, sekian lama kupuja.. masanya telah tiba, saat kutelah jangka, pasti berakhir penantian hiba.. masanya telah tiba, hatiku perlu cekal, menempuh segalanya, Allah lebih tahu semuanya.. masanya telah tiba, kamu yang kusuka, akan menjadi milik dia..

benar bila kusingkap masa lalu, kulihat kamu di situ, setiap helaian diari mindaku, kamu pernah berada dalam itu, dan untuk sekian kalinya aku pilu.. pilu bila teringat masa lalu, kamu ada di suatu waktu, sentiasa di situ, sabar menemaniku, walau badai berlalu, walau hujan laju, kamu utuh bersamaku.. namun itu dulu, tika semua indah selalu, tika rindu itu masih milikku, tika harimu adalah senyumku, tika gembiramu adalah tawaku.. walau jauh aku pergi, walau tak tercapai akal lagi, pasti akan wujud detik ini, detik aku ingati, yang kita pernah berjanji, untuk bersama sampai mati, jua tika kita meniti hari, senang susah sekali.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 432am,5 February 2012 Nukilan:

bulat tidak, segi tidak, namun melarat, jiwa berkarat, terasa sarat.. besar bukan, kecil bukan, terasa beban, menikam-nikam.. masa dan lah, masalah, terasa kalah, aku lelah.. sukarnya mahu cerita, payah mencengkam rasa, tiada yang bisa, melerai kusut jiwa.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,408am,3 february 2012

Sesak rasa di jiwa, di tembak rasa, suatu tidak selesa, bermain dengan jiwa.. Sulit terjemah hati, apa yang aku ingini, apa yang aku rasai, apa yang aku hadapi.. Rasa tidak selesa itu, buat aku tahu sesuatu, yang aku benci itu, sesuatu yang berlaku, buatku rasa dipermainkan begitu, buat aku tanya apa salahku? rendah sangatkah harga jiwa aku? sampai diinjak sebegitu, dilontar seribu, diberi sinar baharu, namun dicampak kembali berjuta batu.. alangkah bahagia diriku, jika aku tidak kenal kamu, jika aku tidak jatuh cinta padamu, namun tidak pula aku, dapat rasa sengsara itu, rasa sakit mencengkam kalbu, kerana terlalu rindu.. apa yang telah kamu laku, mahupun terdekat kamu, tidak mungkin aku, melakukan yang lain begitu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 434am,27 January 2012

duduk di bangku sebuah taman, suatu malam tanpa kawan, berbicara pada bulan, mahukah kamu jadi teman? bulan menjawab dengan nada, sekadar biasa sekata sahaja, aku bintang punya, tolonglah mengerti seadanya.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,400am, 10 January 2012

Civil engineering paper was my last paper for this stressful semester and it ended on the dot,530pm, 9 January 2012. There were many sweet stories throughout this semester, however there were some that bitter but then those stories just completed each other to be called as life. Life is full of unexpected things to treasure;) Many thanks to all my friends that complete my day every and each day, of course not forgotten my extravaganza room mates Ena, Yana and Nana;) Many thanks to my new friend that helps me a lot this semester,AK. Opps, many thanks to my dear lecturers;), do give me extra marks..hahaha Many thanks to to my dearest friend, Shahnim Saad;) Lastly many thanks to my parents,siblings and families;) p/s: Good luck to all my friends that still having papers tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the list goes on....;)

di sana di sini, banyak orang bercerita, malapetaka merata-rata, tidak terkira.. manusia mudah lupa, insaf sekadar sementara, ada yang zalim kalah haiwan dipelihara, sedih lihat dunia.. ya Tuhan ku panjatkan rintihan, moga kau ambil aku dalam iman, sebelum akhir zaman, sebelum kiamat datang.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1004pm, 1 January 2012

I went to Bangsar this evening to survey my practical place.I really grateful as the firm is really near to the LRT station. the walking distance took me about 3-5minutes to reach the office from the LRT station. Alhamdulillah;), Thanks Allah SWT. I hope that the practical training next month will give me a lot of new experiences and will be smooth;) I got a call from Along. she told me she bought a new set of bedroom furniture to be placed into my bedroom. this is another great news that i can count on today. thanks a trillion times Along. i love you forever.muah.muah.muah. 'It is true when someone told you or you read a quote saying that after rain, there will be rainbow'. Today, the rainbow is mine.Thanks Allah SWT;) To Mama and Abah and all my siblings: please pray for me;) p/s: abundance of thanks to the one whom accompany me today.

Ada suatu masa, air mata kembali menyapa, perlukah beta cari tuan hamba, untuk selesaikan masalah biasa, yang beta rasa, sedang mencengkam jiwa.. Bilalah akan tiba suatu masa, yg akan buat beta rasa, tiada lagi getar di dada, bakal buat beta rasa, sesuatu berbeza, jika hadir namanya dalam diari hari beta.. Nukilan: NAQIYYAH HASSAN,400am,1/1/2012

jika ditanya tentang itu, maaf beribu-ribu, aku tiada jawapan kau mahu, tentang perkara itu, kerana bagi aku, perkara itu sulit untuk berlaku.. sukar ditembak goyahnya rasa, bila disoal sedemikian rupa, bila sampai suatu masa, bila perkara kau tanya, berlaku di depan mata, baru jawapan kepada soalan kau tanya, dapat kujawab dengan terbuka.. mungkin bila ditanya saat ini, aku ada jawapannya di hati, namun bila difikir akan realiti, tidak mungkin seindah mimpi, aku sekadar dapat menyimpan situasi, agar bila terlaksana nanti, aku tiada menangis lagi, aku boleh tersenyum nampak gigi.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 315am, 1 JANUARY 2012

Mama, doakan anakmu yang jauh di mata, yang terasa bersarang sesuatu di jiwa, entah bila agaknya, lepas segala beban Qi mama.. Mama, adakah akan wujud suatu masa, Qi akan lupakan seorang jejaka, yang Qi amat suka? Mama, entah keberapa juta kali, Qi menangis lagi, untuk berapa lama lagi, mama rasa Qi akan terus begini? Mama, Qi suka dia, segalanya tentang dia, getar di jiwa, pabila hanya nama, dibiar bergema, dalam suatu bicara, Qi sudah hanyut dalam air mata.. Mama, bantulah anak ini, yang tercari-cari, sebuah erti, bahagia haqiqi.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,204am, 1 JANUARY 2012

butiran pasir di pesisir pantai, desir angin berderu mengelus pipi, nakal anak rambut terkuar di tepi, tudung dibetulkan agar kemas kembali.. suatu waktu dulu, dikenang kembali duka itu, sebak dadaku, hanya Tuhan tahu.. sudah tahun baru, namun mangapa hatiku, tidak berganjak seiring waktu, tidak dipukul badai berlalu, agar kenangan itu, lupus dipukul ombak rindu.. mengapa dikiaskan akan ombak rindu, jika memori itu mahu, dibiar berlalu.. kisah aku dengan tahun lalu, cukuplah hanya terdekat tahu, bagaimana aku bergelumang malu, bagaimana aku terpalit rindu.. suatu detik yang berlalu, mengajar aku erti suatu rindu, makna pengalaman baru, pengertian suatu yang bermakna bagiku.. kamu beri rindu itu, kamu buai perasaan aku, kamu tetap di hatiku, kamu masih di situ.. tahun baru, harapanku satu, agar bila namamu, diperkatakan dalam hariku, rasa rindu itu, tiada lagi hantuiku, seperti selalu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 118am, 1 JANUARY 2012