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I'm not feeling well

for the past 2days i got fever symptoms so yesterday i decided to go to IIUM clinic. My body temperature increased so I've been prescribed 5 types of medicine from the doctor. 5?ergh..uwek3..how I'm going to eat those things? however, because i want to get well soon so i ate them. on last Monday, I've been told by my classmate that the schedule has been changed. so, one of my class that supposedly at 2pm on Wednesday has been changed to 9am also on Wednesday. because i was really not feeling well yesterday, i sms one of my friend telling her that i want to go to class with her.unfortunately, i sent that sms to another person,maybe because i just woke up at that time i did that mistake. sorry a trillion time to that person..but what i want to emphasize here is that the schedule wasn't changed means that my class starts at 2pm. seriously, i was really mad, i was too eager for going to class because it is really a waste if im not turn up.I've already reached my Kul

KASIHMU SAMPAI KE SYURGA..

Sejuta kali kemaafan kupinta, Rasaku masih belum dapat kulangsai, Hutangku padamu hingga ke hujung nyawa, Tiada pernah berkurang walau untuk satu ketika… Kasihmu tulus dan suci terhadapku, Walau kering air mataku menangisimu, Namun belum mampu menganti air matamu, Yang gugur kerana kedegilan diriku… Maafkan atas segala kesusahan, Yang aku ciptakan, Untuk kalian.. Maaf andai kataku tidak terjaga, Tingkahku merudum rasa, Suaraku terkuat dalam berbicara, Ekspresiku ada yang tidak kena, Di mata kalian berdua… Mama dan abah yang qi rindui, Kalian adalah insan yang qi paling sayang di dunia ini, Kalianlah kekuatan yang qi ada untuk meneruskan tanggungjawab di muka bumi ini, Kalianlah juga inspirasi qi untuk terus berusaha dan tidak kenal erti putus asa dalam diri… Abah dan mama, Qiqi tahu kalian banyak terasa, Dengan perangai qi yang entah apa-apa, Tegurlah qi jika masih mengulangi kesilapan yang sama, Didiklah qi selagi kalian terdaya, Sesungguhnya qi kurang dalam segala perkara, Namun kasi

PeLaNGi

Kadang-kadang aku soal bulan, Kenapa engkau tidak kelihatan? Lalu bulan beri jawapan, Aku disebalik awan.. Seringkali aku tanya mentari, Ke mana kau pergi? Kemudian jawabnya dengan berani, Kerana hujan mahu ke mari, Lantas aku bertanya lagi, Namun mengapa kau perlu pergi? Lalu mentari menjelaskan secara terperinci, Agar aku bisa kembali lagi dengan membawa pelangi, Yang bakal menyinari, Hari-harimu Qiqi, Lantas aku balas lagi, Pelangi amat aku gemari, Kehadirannya pasti kunanti, Dengan penuh kesabaran di sanubari..=) "Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Kau benarkanlah janji mentari padaku, Untuk membawa pelangi yang dekat di kalbu," Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

Pergimu..

Tiada pernah sedetik bertemu mata, namun terasa dekat untuk dibicara, tentang seorang insan berhati waja, diuji Ilahi dengan penyakit di dunia.. Peribadinya mulia, berdepan musibah dengan redha, tulisannya mengusik rasa, terbit keinsafan kala membaca.. Perginya insan yang berhati mulia, diiringi doa serta air mata, oleh sejuta pembaca setia, termasuklah diriku yang mencoret rasa.. Doaku kau ditempatkan dikalangan kekasihNya, entah bila giliran aku menjelma.. Inspirasi: Arwah Abg Mas Afzal(Al-Fatihah untuk beliau) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

Al-Fatihah

I'm totally sad because of this one person who has taught a lot of things through his blog to the readers including me.i just came back from my class and suddenly wanted to read his blog today.there's no new post for his blog but i realized that the comments for the last post were quite a lot. then from there, i found out the news about his death. he passed away 4days ago. when the first time i found and read his blog i cried and just now when finding out the news i also cried. the most saddest thing is that, i saw this one video before going to bed last night( a video of Nasyid's song that the blog's owner sang with his friends when entering a nasyid competition) without realizing that he's already gone.. p/s: Al- Fatihah to Arwah.

'FAMILY OUTING'

Watching a Korean reality show called ‘Family Outing’ has always been my favorite. Watching them went to villages and did a lot of activities together made me felt really sad because I’m apart from my family right now. All of them even my younger brother and elder sister are also at home right now. The virus of so called ‘homesick’ may be infected me right now. But then, I thought about our family outing, but it would rather be called family holiday at Sabah on last June. We went there on 15 June until 17 June. We stayed at Marina Court Apartment which situated at the centre of Kota Kinabalu’s city. This apartment consists of 3bedrooms, 1 living room, 2 toilets (1 in the master bedroom), 1 dining area, 1 kitchen and a balcony. This apartment was chosen owing to the it’s location which make an easy access for us to go to many places around Kota Kinabalu’s city. For instance, we just walked to the market. What do I miss about Sabah? The answer would be it beautiful scenery and the fresh

Birthday@Bad day?

Birthday Thanks to my family and friends who wished me. i really appreciate my family members who wished me very early. some of them wished me at last midnight. After i performed Subuh prayer this morning, my father and mother wished my birthday by sang the birthday's song to me. Bad day i had an accident approximately at 8.00pm when i was driving to go to PSI for buying some stuffs(stationery) for my sister who will be having her SPM the day after tomorrow.Alhamdulillah, everyone was fine but unfortunately the car that i drove and the car that i bumped into were affected. today is the bad birthday that i have since i was born.I'm really upset and still shaking.=(

Okonomiyaki

Holiday means a lot to me since i've plenty of time to watch new series especially Japanese and Korean series with my sister, ida. While enjoying ourselves watching Japanese series, i came across one recipe that captured our interest to try it by ourselves. Last night we made okonomiyaki. to my surprise, it was so good@ delicious even though we just tried it for the first time.huhu=P. All my family love it and asked both of us to make it again. congratulation to us( Qiqi and Ida)..kwang3..<3 Unfortunately, we did not have much time to take the photos of okonomiyaki or to be exact we were too excited to try it but trust me it was delicious..nyum3..huahuahua=)
Izinkan kuberkata, agar dapat kulafaz semua, segala yang sesak di dada, biar semua terlepas jua.. ingin kupergi, meninggal mimpi, tapi ke mana pergi, untuk terus berlari, adakah kuakan terus sendiri? bila hatiku, terasa sesuatu, nescaya berlaku, suatu yang tidak tentu, mana hilir dan hulu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

Jika..

Jika aku dianugerahi kuasa, akan kuubah masa, kembali kepada suatu ketika, saat kubisa ketawa, detik kita masih bersama.. Jika aku diberi pilihan, akan kuminta Tuhan, untuk kembali ke alam aku masih bisa menyanyi riang, bermain dengan teman, bertelingkah dengan jiran.. Jika aku diberi masa, akan kuguna sebaiknya, untuk membahagiakan kedua, ibubapaku tercinta.. Jika aku telah tiada masa, aku berdoa agar aku bisa, pergi ke syurga, tidak ke neraka.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 2.39am dalam bas perjalanan pulang ke kampung=)

Miss u so much=)

I've around 4days before seeing you..miss you terrible much..thanks for always pray for me and be with me through thick and thin..(*********)=) even though i always tell u that i miss that person, u will always comfort me with motivation=).thanks
Dalam senggang masa yang kosong, kulihat sekeliling, terasa ada yang kurang, perihal sesuatu yang hilang... bila kutafsir rasa di jiwa, kehilangan terasa bergetar, mencari sudut lenggang, merembeskan kekesalan lampau... satu demi satu kulihat, satu demi satu jua erat, dalam lipatan tetap rapat, di suatu sudut terpahat... bila kiraan bintang tidak berjawab, fikirku melayang terlalu azab, mendengar berita mulutku kejap, seiring kaca ditubir mata berasap... Nukilan; Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

Sixth Sense - Dari Hati (Full Song + Lirik)

101010

it has been ages since the last post. there are many things to share but there are too much to be shared unfortunately nothing happens to be so important, so no update at all..hahaha=P.. of course there are stories about Ramadhan, Syawal and the list goes on=) but im too lazy for updating. 101010? what is this?this is a date. a date for some couples who will enter new phase in their lives. about an hour ago,i got a call from my mom telling that i got an invitation card. my best friend at Kuantan (same schools as mine-Methodist Girl's Primary School and S.M.A.R.T)is getting married on that date.. Emi Rahayu is one of my best friend. she is really kind. we've been lost in contact for several years, but luckily on June 2008 she managed to get my phone number and u know what, she called me on 4a.m in the morning. at first, i felt really mad because someone had chased away my beautiful dream but then after i knew that the one that called me was Emi Rahayu i screamed like crazy perso

Selamat Pagi=)

agungnya alunan azan bergema, hati ceria melihat dunia, hari bermula dengan bahagia, selamat pagi semua=) Nukilan:Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

TERBUKA

bila sanubari berbicara, hati mula merasa, sesuatu berbeza, apabila rasa menjelma.. rasa yang tercipta, tidaklah sekadar dusta, untuk menutup duka, yang mencengkam jiwa, namun cebisan rasa, seakan kembali menceria, hari-hari yang berlalu hiba, bilamana kalbu yang terbuka, cinta datang diterima, namun untuk selama mana, percaturan yang tiada jawabnya... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

bisikan hati 7june 2010

Bila mana hati, Telah terkunci, Nafsu telah lari, Dari melihat duniawi, Kerana hidup ini, Tiada lagi bererti, Untuk ditangisi, Serta diratapi, Kenangan yang merobek hati,, Serpihan memori yang mengajarku berdiri, Untuk kesekian kali lagi…. Redha ilahi, Aku pohoni, Agar segala yang terjadi, Menjadi perhiasan hati, Yang tidak mampu membohongi, Kisah yang terjadi, Antara dia dan diri ini.. Nukilan : Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

My Cousins

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i have many cousins,among them are they who are always in my memory.the smallest one is Naqib. he is now really talkative. love to be around them.i enjoy myself being with them..=) Naqib mimi,naqib and ilham mimi,ilham,naqib,huda and Arif Naqib and me

an evening at Bukit Besar

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Bukit Besar is situated at Kuala Terengganu. if im not mistaken i've been there triple times. but seriously, it is too exhausted to climb up until the peak of the hill..huhu, luckily i manage to get there=),,it is just like ur heart is getting to blow.too exaggerating huh?but it is true from my point of view. but, it is fun to be there with friends and captured a really breathtakingly majestic view of Kuala Terengganu from there. These are several picture taken in 1 evening=) Dayang and me Hilmi, Nik Yu and me Dayang, me and Nik Yu

Chocolate moist cake,pineapple cake,bread pudding,,nyum2=)

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i love to cook very much,,i love to try a new recipe and i love to create a new recipe. here, i compile all the pictures that have been taken during 1night marathon of cake baking=)

FIRST DAY

urm,,nothing much to say,just a bit disappointed to go to UIA that early, then got a call from lecturer telling that class is canceled due to some of the students do not register the course yet, the briefing for Integrated Multidisciplinary course will be held on this Friday..argh,,when getting the call i was just wondering why my lecturer calling me,,and a bit shocked that he knew who am i..before that i sent him a msg asking him where is the class coz there is no specific venue mentioned in the confirmation slip and more i didn't put a name for that sms, but he then called me and say, Assalamualaikum Naqiyyah, we have no class for today as there are a lot of students are not registered yet and the briefing for multidip will be held on this Friday,and pertaining to the venue, i will paste the notice later at the notice board,do alert..Ouchh,that info is killing me..HAHA=( i reached UIA at 7.50am, supposedly the class starts on 9am..aish,,im too eager to go to class,,aish..till the

Last Day

today is the last day for me to stay at my home. tonight im going to KL to pursue my studies after relaxing too much during the semester break. my class starts on Monday,26April2010. it is quite boring to stay at home because there is nothing much to be done here in home and in KT as whole. i can't go for a jog even once because there's no one to accompany me. what i always do here is just surfing the internet and watch dramas. i have finished my watching on one Japanese drama. at first, i kinda feel uneasy to watch japanese drama because it is not like korean drama which make me kinda dreaming..huhu=)..but after seeing the drama until the last episode,i feel good to see the technology that Japan has nowadays.it is sophisticated. double thumbs up for the drama because i just watch it yesterday but then i keep on watching until i finished it just now.the title of the drama is Mr.Brain.i love the way the starring actor tries to use his brain to play with human psychology. quite i

There is no short cut in life=)

Currently, I have a lot of story to tell but I do have a lot of works to do. but pertaining to the title above, I know that I need to stress something here. Short cut?yes,actually there is short cut but it is for a road, short cut from KL to KT perhaps, in order to reach KL from KT fast we can use Jerangau Jabor road instead of using Pantai road. but life is not resembles road that has no heart to touch/rely on. life is more than that. in life, to succeed, there is no short cut at all. we must try our best by means of work hard, work smart and eventually we must be hardworking enough to grasp all the good opportunity in front of us. don't let golden opportunity left us behind. we should at least try wholeheartedly. After some researches on tips on certain matters, I have concluded that THERE IS NO SUCH THING CALLED SHORT CUT IN REAL LIFE . every single little thing should be done according to the procedure and there is no short cut in the procedure methods.=) 'Life begins with

THE SIGNS OF DOOM'S DAY

i found this in sunnatullah.com, happy reading: Tanda-tanda kiamat adalah alamat kiamat yang menunjukkan akan terjadinya kiamat tersebut. Dan tanda-tanda kiamat ada dua: tanda-tanda kiamat besar dan tanda-tanda kiamat kecil. Tanda kiamat kecil adalah tanda yang datang sebelum kiamat dengan waktu yang relatif lama, dan kejadiannya biasa, seperti dicabutnya ilmu, dominannya kebodohan, minum khamr, berlomba-lomba dalam membangun, dan lain-lain. Terkadang sebagiannya muncul menyertai tanda kiamat besar atau bahkan sesudahnya. Tanda kiamat besar adalah perkara yang besar yang muncul mendekati kiamat yang kemunculannya tidak biasa terjadi, seperti muncul Dajjal, Nabi Isa a.s., Ya’juj dan Ma’juj, terbit matahari dari Barat, dan lain-lain. Para ulama berbeda pendapat tentang permulaan yang muncul dari tanda kiamat besar. Tetapi Ibnu Hajar berkata, “Yang kuat dari sejumlah berita tanda-tanda kiamat, bahwa keluarnya Dajjal adalah awal dari tanda-tanda kiamat besar, dengan terjadinya perubah

CINTA ILAHI =)

Dalam melalui ranjau kehidupan, terkadang aku dalam persimpangan, dalam merangka pilihan, yang harus ditentukan.. namun disebalik persimpangan, ada nikmat tersimpan, sering kala dalam kerinduan, terhadap cinta mu Ya Tuhan.. mengengsot,merangkak,berjalan kemudiannya berlari, semuanya fasa yang ditulis olehMu dalam diri ini, Kau begitu Pemurah dalam memberi rahmatMu buat diri ini, walau diriku terkadang melupakan diriMu apabila kebahagiaan melewati. kesedihan semalam Kau hadiahkan, membuatkan aku sedih bersendirian, namun aku tahu Kau sering mendengar rintihku, perit hidupku hanya Kamu yang tahu, indah cantik tersengam diriku Kau jua yang Maha mengerti. sesungguhnya ampunkan diriku yang sering melupakanMu dalam meniti arus kedewasaan ini, sesungguhnya tempatkan diriku dalam keindahan cintaMu yang tiada berbelah bagi.. aku rindukan cintaMu ILAHI=) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

Allah Knows by Zain Bhikha

i feel extraordinary peaceful after hearing this song..this song makes me thinking that every single little thing happens is known by Allah swt. even though we are in the state of sadness or in the happy mood,Allah knows better..come and enjoy this video.. When you feel all alone in this world And there's nobody to count your tears Just remember, no matter where you are Allah knows Allah knows When you carrying a monster load And you wonder how far you can go With every step on that road that you take Allah knows Allah knows CHORUS No matter what, inside or out There's one thing of which there's no doubt Allah knows Allah knows And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth Every star in this whole universe Allah knows Allah knows When you find that special someone Feel your whole life has barely begun You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone Allah knows Allah knows When you gaze with love in your eyes Catch a glimpse of paradise And you see your child take the first

Allah knows better=)

When you lose someone close to your heart, see your whole world fall apart, and you try to go on but it seems so hard, Allah knows,Allah knows' this is 1 verse of Allah knows song by Zain Bikha . even it is a simple sentence but it worth a thousand of meaning for me..yes, when i lose someone that close to my heart,it seems too hard for me to get over all those memories with them=P but i know Allah knows better than me, he knows what is the best for me and who can complete and guide me later=) WAN NAQIYYAH WAN HASSAN , please be patient, as everything happens for a reason..=) salam from me, Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

Bribery

Bribe-taking and illegal gratifications are unlawful in Islam, The Almighty Allah cursed the bribe-taker and giver. even a needle cannot be accepted by an officer beyond his fixed salary(8:96) whatever is taken in addition to the fixed salary of amounts to the sin of breach trust(8:97) I'm the Quantity Surveying student at IIUM. I've heard a lot of rumors regarding Quantity Surveyor profession. the accepting and giving of bribe is a common practice in the real world of construction industry. but, as the one that come from IIUM, i would rather say that i won't make the rumors to be heard again after I've the power to enter the real world so called construction industry as a QS. if i weren't me, so who else should amend the wrong doing activities to stop being a norm in our society? I'm not that good but at least i try to become one. dear my QS friend, think before doing or involving yourself in bribery sin.as the money that gaining from the bribery session will a

Luqman saying:

' my son, associate none with Allah, for to associate others with Him is a tremendous wrong' ' my son, Allah will bring all things to light,be they as small as a grain of mustard seed,be they hidden inside a rock or in heaven or earth.Allah is Wise and All-Knowing.' ' my son, be steadfast in prayer,enjoin justice,and forbid evil. endure with fortitude whatever befalls you. that is a duty incumbent on all. ' do not turn away from men with scorn,nor walk proudly on earth: Allah does not love the arrogant and vain-glorious. rather let your gait be modest and your voice low: the harshest of voices is the braying of the asses.' those are some verses in Surah Luqman.don't u think Luqman has broad idea on advising his son to obey Allah the Al-mighty? when i do have a child later, insyaAllah i will try my best to comprehend those advices to my child or if there are children of course to them,all of them..yes currently i don't even have one because I'm no

Al-Fatihah

In the Name of Allah,the Compassionate, the Merciful Praise be to Allah, Lord of the Worlds, the Compassionate, the Merciful. Master of the Day of Judgment! You alone we worship, and to You alone we look for help. Guide us to the straight path,the Path of those upon whom You bestowed favours, not those who have invited Your wrath, nor those who have gone astray. Ya Allah, the most Merciful, please guide me with Your light(Nur),give me a good partner as i need someone who can lead me to Your path.. Ya Allah, im too scared of entering Your hell but then i know that im not qualified enough to enter Your paradise. Ya Allah,please eliminate all my sin,my parents sin,my sibling sin and the sin of the one that always in my heart Ya Allah.. Ya Allah, please give me strength to stay alive and give a good benefit to Your other creature as I want to leave this world with a good state of mind and Iman and also a good picture of others thought about me.. Ya Allah, please put me away from the Satan

thankful,thanks Ya Allah=)

tonight, i don't sleep again.alhamdulillah, throughout the night that i can't sleep,i keep on searching for Allah blessing.sometime, in life what u want to achieve, u can't even grasp the foundation of the thing that u want to achieve. or may be sometime, u may feel exhausted to achieve the goal.but for me, i won't stop my searching until i found the basement to grasp for the need of the achievement.. tonight i feel a little bit, oh no,it is not a little bit but more than that actually the feeling of uneasy occur here, yes here in my heart..after hearing some comments, i feel uneasy even though i tried my best to be positive to hear the comment.. i won't share the comment to others because i think it's too personal.but receiving that kind of comment make me ponder why there is someone that i didn't even know saying such thing to me? i won't know her and more i don't even want to know who she might be even though i can guess who she is,,because i kin

SCT n ICT

today im going to eat SCT so called, Sotong Celup Tepung n ICT-Ikan celup tepung with my siblings and cousins. i love to eat SCT because i like SCT so much..the feeling of eating SCT is like im in the cloud 9..how exaggerating am i nowaday, walahey,,Qiqi2..erm,my cousin text me just now that they are waiting for me for picking them up for going to the place where we can find SCT,which is at Pantai Teluk Ketapang(if im not mistaken).so, i need to go by now then..till then=) salam from me,Naqiyyah=)

pondering=)

after several stalking activities,accidently, I've bumped into one blog. the owner of the blog,or should i say the writer of the blog is now suffering because of cancer. i've seen him before because he is the friend of the one that i've been stalking around..HAHA=P..but believe me, i cried yesterday for him..he is really positive person that i've ever seen. even though, he is suffering but the way he write those posts make me ponder is he is healthy when typing all those posts, or he is suffering to end the last sentence..the answer for my pondering is in his hand..i won't ask either. i know he is a good person with high quality of life. he is medical student in one of famous university in UK. i admire the way he's trying to persuade and convince other to ponder and think about the destiny that Allah swt has done to each of us.. throughout the reading, i keep on crying and illustrating the day when i've left this world forever..where were my soul(roh) will b

14 April 2010

today is my parents 27th anniversary,,I'm happy I've them as my parents,,i don't know what will happen if they are not mine=),,thinking of them, make me want to work harder because i want to give them my all,,i want to ensure that they receive the best from my part and are happy with me..i've made them carrot cake as the present for their best day ever,,mama and abah how lucky am i to be your daughter=) today is also my friends birthday, they are mohd hilmi zamri, marina mohd noor and nor diyana wan muhd rubi..i pray the best for them,,hope that they are happy today=). may Allah swt bless all of u,insyaAllah=) 'everything happens for a reason' salam to all from me,,Naqiyyah=)

happy=)

it has been 1week i've been in Kuala Terengganu or in specific term in my HOME=). throughout this week, i've made a lot of things and going to many places..many places??haha..ok,what have i done actually?ermm,,i guess all about being a driver to my younger sisters n brother and being a good cook ever,,wallahey,,too much Qiqi..HAHA,whatever,,that sentence is written to give me motivation actually. im now going to be a good cook ever by trying to cook all the recipes that captured my appetite,nyum2=) im a driver?yup, that is me,but i want to share something to u guys, actually, my driving license expired last year n more i don't renew it yet=P.i send my sister to Pusat Tuisyen Durian Burung, school and my little bro to his tuition also. Pusat Tuisyen Durian Burung i think quite familiar to Terengganu citizen. there are many top student every year study there. i was a student there also. i love to study there because before this i never ever stick to a tuition because i found

three weeks

my holiday comes again, and this time i'll be given almost 3weeks to rest and start for a new semester with a new spirit ever..HAHA,,just joking=P. semester break is always being my dream ever even starting the 1st day for every semester,,it's just that I felt I didn't have enough time for having a good time with my family with abundant of workload throughout the semester so within this holiday I want to spent more time with them. for me family is precious thing ever happens in my life. without them I'm nothing at all.without them I don't even can imagine where were me right now. so you guys out there appreciate your family when it lasts especially your parents who are always there for you through thick and thin. obey their words as Allah SWT loves His servant who loves and obey his/her parents =). my family consists of my father, my mother, along, amir, ida, ira ,ila, arif and of course ME..hehe.. im going home today,,pray for me that i'll reach home safe

What should i do?

Setiap helaan nafasku, Kau ada, Setiap kerdipan mataku, Kau masih ada, Setiap doaku, Kau jua ada.. Apakah yang aku patut lakukan? Untuk melupakan dirimu, Untuk melepaskan segala yang tersimpan, Di sudut sanubariku ini.. Jikalau kau mampu melupakan diriku, Mengapa tidak aku jua begitu? Adakah cintaku ini begitu sejati, Sehingga terlalu suci, Untuk berhenti.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

WHY?

Tiada wujud sesaat pun aku lupakan dirimu, Disebalik litupan konjunktivaku, Kulihat dirimu tersenyum padaku, Kuinginkan kenangan itu, Kenangan sewaktu kau dekat denganku, Kenangan setiap senyumanmu, Aku ukir dalam diari hatiku.. Maafkan diriku, Terlalu mengujimu, Maafkan diriku, Kerana teringat kenangan lalu, Sehingga menyakiti nuranimu, Ku tidak pernah meminta, Untuk menyakitimu, Aku jua sayang akanmu, Namun ujian yang datang, Seakan memberiku tekanan, Membuat aku terfikir, Mahukah kau terus disampingku, Jika aku selemah itu.. Sepatutnya aku mengerti, Akan keluhuran hatimu, Keikhlasan yang kau hulur, Tanpa mempersoalkannya lagi, Kenapa aku begitu bodoh? Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

THE TIME THAT FOR SURE WILL COME

Bila waktu menjelma nanti, Aku akan pergi, Ke suatu tempat yang aku sendiri tak pasti, Di mana alamatnya nanti. Aku ingin mati, Mati dalam iman, Doakan dapat kucapai impian, Dapat mati dengan tenang. Jangan nangis sayangku, Sampai masa kau jua kan pergi ke situ, Tempat yang aku tuju, Kerana kita hambaNya yang satu. Usah dikesali lagu hidup ini, Ujian yang datang bagai sebuah lirik duniawi, Lirik yang bisa membuat ku lali, Lali dengan semua cabaran yang kutempuhi. Selamat tinggal sayang, Aku tunggu kau datang…

APA ERTI KEHADIRANMU?

Hadirmu semalam membuang duka di hati, Pergimu hari ini melakar luka di sanubari, Menyulam sedih di dalam nurani, Mengukir pedih di sini.. Kenapa kau hadir? sekadar mengundang kecewa ini, semasa ku sedang mencari, segulung ijazah duniawi, sebuah master dan pHd akhirat nanti. Senyum tawaku kini, Tiada orang di sisi, Sedih piluku kini, Seorang diri, Sepi, Mencengkam sendiri, Kala lihat yang lain keriangan menyanyi.. Aku di sini menahan tangis sendiri, Mengharap hadirnya sebuah pelangi, Untuk menyuluh hati, Kesedihan berlalu pergi, Keriangan berganti.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

R.I.N.D.U

RINDUKU Sukarnya melafaz rindu, Kerana hati merindu, Bukan mulut yang satu. Rindu itu satu perasaan, Mendiami jiwa setiap insan, Dalam teruskan kehidupan, Kenangan semalam dalam kerinduan. Aku di sini merindu, Saat terpandang senyumanmu, Saat aku sendiri tersenyum padamu, Kau senyum bermakna, Ketika kau lihatku seketika, Apakah maksud senyuman itu? Adakah benar ia untukku? Aku perlu tahu, Kerana ia menghantuiku, Kerana ia buatku rindu, Rindu kenangan itu, Kenangan itu, Kenangan dulu, Kenangan aku terasa dekat denganmu. Apa yang berlaku, Tidak mungkin kan luput, Kerana aku terlalu rindu, Kenangan yang tercipta, Antara kau dan aku. Aku perlukan kenangan itu, Untuk ciptakan kenangan terindah buatku untuk tahun itu, Tahun yang amat sukar bagiku. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

Poem-Malay

PENANTIAN Tuhan itu adil, Dia temukan aku,dan dia, Dia tiupkan perasaan cinta, Walau cuma aku terasa, Aku doakan dia jua sama, Merasai nikmat cinta, Yang Tuhan kurnia, Antara kita berdua. Suatu masa nanti, Kau akan kembali, Setelah selesai apa yang kau cari, Aku harap aku tetap di sini, Sambut kepulanganmu nanti.. Aku ikhlas katakan, Kau aku perlukan, Untuk teruskan kehidupan, Di masa hadapan. Sayangku, Walau kau di situ, Aku tetap menunggu, Kau sedar kewujudanku, Walau saat terus berlalu, Walau aku sudah beku, Aku tetap menyayangi, mencintaimu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

Poem-Malay

DI SANUBARIKU Aku rindukan kenangan sewaktu bersamamu, Walau sebentar cuma tapi itu cukup bermakna, Aku rindukan saat aku sukar tafsirkan, Perasaan cintaku pada seorang insan, Aku lihat dari kejauhan, Tapi aku dapat selami keindahan, Di sebalik sebuah senyuman, Di sebalik ketenangan, Kau yang aku nantikan, Kau yang aku dambakan, Aku mimpi kau datang, Datang kepadaku, Ucapkan kau jua rasa begitu, Rasa apa yang ada di jiwaku. Akanku nantikan saat itu, Walauku mungkin pergi dulu, Sebelum menjelmanya waktu itu, Kerana aku bukan citarasamu, Tetapi ikhlas kulafazkan padamu, Kau adalah cintaku, Yang hanya satu, Di sanubariku… Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan

CHANGE!

to become a good muslim, we must first, change ourselves before changing others. i want to change myself into a new me who is a good, kind person. that statement isn't written for showing that im not a good or kind person but i want to be more good n kind. being a human isn't a ticket for us to be arrogance to other creature of Allah SWT. sometime, i feel that im arrogant to others by neglecting them because i feel uneasy to be friend to stranger. it isn't about stranger at the first place but the feeling of uneasy comes because they aren't met the standard level that i search for to be a good friend. im not telling that im that good, but if the person who want to be by your side is neglecting her/his obligation to The Creator by not performing 5 times of daily prayer, what do u expect from them? for me, if the person neglects his obligation toward Him, so he/she might betray u then. this is my theory, and it might be varied from your point of view,, but for me there i

FINAL PAPER-LAND LAW

im studying land law for tomorrow xm. it is quite interesting to study land law. actually, any sort of knowledge is interesting for me as far as the knowledge isn't against Islam n Syariah. as for me learning land law has made me know a lot of thing that i've never known before. land is under state authority power, hence in order to get the land, we can get it through alienation(the term that i learnt for this course).before this im never ever across this word. may be im not the type of person who seek for a new word everyday by reading the english version of newpapers, i prefer Malay one..hahahaha.ok, enough then, let's back to the alienation. alienation land is a land that we can get by filling in a form that we can get it from the land office at our own state. by doing this, u may get the state land by paying a very little amount of money instead of getting the land through land dealing such as transfer. transfer means that u buy a land from other land owner. as far as w

CHOCOLATE MOIST CAKE

i made chocolate moist cake again..Alhamdulillah, the cake hit the level of satisfactory for me. why i said that? because before this i made chocolate moist cake for my cousin n her family last week when they came for a visit and stay at my Along's house. as far as i concern, my cousin Wani has always told me to make the cake for her. actually without telling her the truth that the recipe was in my lappy n unfortunately my lappy was in uia at that time,, so i made that cake with no reference at all. just put the ingredient without any hesitation, at last,, the cake was not as always. but eventhough, it was not that delicious, luckily they ate it all=). Alhamdulillah=) "There must be a wisdom for any single thing that happens" ==========================================================

FIRST (",)

Alhamdulillah, finally i manage to create a blog account. at first, i don't think that there's a need for me for blogging but then, after my father started to blog, i started thinking that there would be a great thing if i can share something from my side to the world,, and more i think it would be a good thing to share as i always think that i've nothing at all if Allah SWT commands Izrail to come to me,, at least i've managed to give some good inputs to others..tomorrow i'll have the last paper final xm for this sem..please pray for me.. this hadith is always in my mind,, When a person dies he is completely cut off except from 3things: 1.a running charity 2.knowledge that he had taught and remains put to good use 3.virtuous progeny praying Allah for him. and this hadith has made me create this blog account tonight,,insyaAllah..i'll ensure that the inputs that will be posted in this blog will give good inputs to all,, salam from me=)