Naqiyyah's Path of life

akan tiba suatu masa, yang akan buat aku merana, akan tiba suatu ketika, aku mungkin tiada lagi lena.. dan pabila saat itu datang, aku sudah tiada mampu memandang, aku sudah tiada mampu bersarang, aku sudah hilang.. namun saat itu, pasti menemuiku, dan pabila detik itu, datang mengganggu, aku tidak mampu, untuk senyum seperti selalu.. dan aku tiada pasti, adakah senyumku akan terukir lagi! Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1044pm, 31 December 2011

The end of 2011 what has happened throughout the whole year? there were some sweet memories. but there were also many bitter and sour memories. i still remember all those things that have made me crying and even until this evening! whatever has happened whether it was sweet or sour or bitter, it will be called as history. there were a lot of stories that i did not share here, i kept it to my self and some i told my families and close friends. some of them i wrote into poem. there were many things that i regretted in 2011 hence for the new year i hope that the regret things will be reduced or perhaps will not be having any chance to be existed;) I, Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, want to take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness for the people that i have ever hurt, back bit or any others thing that might make you hate me.. HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone.. to my dear reader (if there is any) HAPPY NEW YEAR and thanks for everything. pray for my Final too;) p/s: to my parents and siblings, miss yo

pelangi itu cantik, aku cukup tertarik.. sang suria itu ceria, aku mahu ketawa.. hujan itu indah, buatku tika gundah.. langit itu luas, bagi aku puas.. indah bumi Ilahi, nikmat tidak terperi, untuk kita rasai, namun kenapa tidak syukuri, semua yang diberi? kala malam bintang terang, kala malam bulan kelam, kala air ada pasang, kala air ada surut, semua di muka alam, ada putaran.. kadang di atas, jangan terlalu puas, jika di bawah, jangan terasa kalah.. ada kala mainan perasaan, menjadi perhiasan, ada kala hiasan, tiada lagi menjadi bualan, yang pasti di hujung jalan, kita semua akan ke suatu alam.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 305am,19 Dec 2011

di suatu sudut kota, seorang uzur meminta, sekadar untuk merasa, makan seperti yang lain jua.. bukan tiada mahu bekerja, namun kudrat tersisa, tidak mampu berbuat segala, badan tua itu meminta-minta.. bukan tiada malu, terukir di kalbu, namun kerana tiada mampu, berbuat sesuatu, maka malu itu, dibiar berlalu.. anak-anak berjaya, kerja di menara, namun mengapa dibiar si tua, hidup melata? si tua sepenuh cinta, membela anak hingga berjaya, namun mengapa pabila sudah berusia, si tua tadi dipinggir merata? di mana anak yang berjaya? di mana tanggungjawabmu menjaga? ibu serta bapa yang merawat tika duka, ibu dan bapa yang tiada pernah leka, memberi segala yang mereka ada, agar hidupmu diterangi cahaya.. di sebalik ceruk kota, si tua menumpang di bawah jejantas lama, terkenang akan cahaya mata, tiada lelap mata, tidur berbantal lengan berselimut udara, si tua berwudhuk lalu memohon doa, dimohon Ilahi agar memaafkan cahaya mata, yang meninggalkan dia tanpa khabar berita, tiada pernah memohon

ukiran hati ini, sulaman jiwa ini, kamu masih di sini, aku tiada pergi.. kelmarin aku susuri, laluan yang dijejaki, pabila kau di sini, sembilu meneman hati, hatiku luka lagi.. pilu hati, luluh nurani, terkenang memori, yang sudah pergi.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 203am, 19 Dec 2011

tawa itu, senyum itu, suara itu, haruman itu, adalah sesuatu.. segala tentangmu, aku mahu tahu, segala tentangmu, aku masih tahu, segala tentangmu, aku tetap perlu.. mata itu, tiada menipu, indahnya kamu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 151am,12 Dec 2011

siapakah pemilik hati ini? jawab yang pasti ialah Ilahi. siapa pemilik rusuk kiri, jawab yang pasti seorang lelaki, tapi siapa aku belum pasti, kerana hadirnya tiada kusedari, mungkin telah lama di sisi, dan mungkin jua belum pernah kutemui, harap suatu hari nanti, pemiliknya menjumpai, aku yang menanti.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 135am, 19 Dec 2011

ibu, bukan sekadar ratu, namun jiwa serta ragaku.. ibu, bukan seribu, namun hanya satu.. ibu, senyummu kuperlu, belaimu kutuju, cinta serta kasihmu, kutunggu selalu.. ibu, maafkan anakmu, jika selalu mencucuk sembilu, di hati kecilmu.. ibu, aku rindu, segalanya tentangmu, sehari berjauhan darimu, sejuta hari kupilu.. ibu, doakan aku, dalam mencari ilmu, doakan aku, bertemu sesuatu, yang berharga untukku;) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 128am, 19 Dec 2011

indah cahaya bulan, pada malam kelam, namun pabila siang datang, bulan tiada kelihatan.. bulan tetap di langit terbentang, cuma tiada kelihatan seperti semalam, indahnya ciptaan Tuhan, panjatkan kesyukuran berpanjangan, jika malam dibiar tanpa bulan, kelamnya langit tanpa teman, kalau hidup tiada diselimuti iman, gelapnya pasti lebih kelam dari malam.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,120am, 19 December 2011

Terasa sesuatu, Sejak dulu, Masih Kelu.. Dari jauh kulihat, Nur itu terpahat, Cukup terpikat, Tiada berani dekat.. Kamu cukup lengkap..;) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 248am, 15 Dec 2011

Walau aku pinta, Ia berhenti bukan sekadar koma, Namun sila percaya, aku tiada, kudrat melaksana.. Bila aku cuba berlari, Dari sering mengingati, Memori itu kembali, Menampar mindaku lagi.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 256am, 15 Dec 2011

pergi, tiada kembali, ku cium untuk terakhir kali, sebelum mandi, dan selepas diwangi, seperti mimpi, balik KT, kini di UIA, Dalam satu hari. Al Fatihah, Arwahyarhamah Nenda Aminah..

bila? tiada lagi bicara, tiada lagi masa sia-sia, tiada lagi semua yang hiba.. bila? tiada lagi kamu, dalam hatiku, tiada lagi perlu, aku menunggu.. bila? tiada lagi airmata, untuk dipersia, tiada lagi tua, dalam usia dipersia.. bila? noktah itu akan tercipta, koma itu lupus belaka.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 246am, 5 December 2011

ada suatu bulan, dalam satu tahun, bila tiba aku perasan, ada sesuatu tiada tertahan.. hampir akhir bulan, untuk suatu bulan, namun bila bulan, bermula aku sudah tidak keruan.. kenapa harus aku berperasaan, bukan-bukan, kerana bila bulan, aku pula datang, kamu tidak datang, mahupun perasan.. tahun-tahun berlalu, satu dua tiga empat pergi dulu, tetap sama seperti selalu, tiada ingatan itu, pada hariku.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 237am,5 December 2011

a year ago, on the same date, i was involved in an accident. how fast time flies. it is already a year. happy birthday Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan.. 20 November 2011 my room mate made a surprise party for me. yana and ena ordered Pizza for our lunch. i totally shocked at that time because never thought about that. i told them let's go to the cafe for buying the lunch but they keep on delaying. when yana told me that she wanted to wash her clothes, ena was telling me that she needed to see her friend. when yana finished her washing, then we prepared to go to the cafe, but suddenly the door was knocked by someone. i grinned a bit because i was hungry on that time but there were a lot of things keep on delaying my time to have the lunch.haha.very impatient! the person who knocked the door was ena. ena came back with a smile and abundance of Domino's Pizza boxes and say Happy Birthday;). yana and ena confessed to me that they planned it a week ago.(that was the reason why the coupons o

bosan aku dengan penat, penat serta berkeringat, enteng saja kau buat, aku rasa hangat.. hangat bukan teruja, tapi rasa membara, hentikan semua, agar padam segala.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1103pm,13 November 2011

kenangan sehari, tiada dapat dibeli, tiada dapat diulangi, walau sehari, akan kuingati, sehingga mati.. kenangan sehari, cukup istemewa sekali, kamu beri, aku rasa tidak terperi, bahagia menyinari.. kenangan sehari, melingkari diri, walau bertahun pergi, sentiasa di ingatan ini.. kenangan sehari, mencari erti, sampai kini, aku sukai, dan kulewati, setiap detik kenangan sehari, sebuah memori.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 210am,11 November 2011

baju merah, bas merah, terlalu indah, sukar kugubah.. baju merah, wangian mewah, cukup indah, sukar diubah.. baju merah, kamu indah, aku sudah, ingat kisah, masih tak berubah.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,203am,11 November 2011

sampaikan salam aku padanya, pesan padanya aku cinta, namun belum masanya, untuk aku labuhkan kata-kata.. sampaikan salam aku padanya, pesan padanya cukupkan ilmu di dada, agar pabila sampai masanya, dapat menerangi bahtera bersama.. sampaikan salam aku padanya, pesan padanya aku seorang yang setia, kalau dia rasa, akulah yang bertakhta, dalam jiwa, tunggulah sampai bila-bila, agar pintu hatiku terbuka.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 205am,10 November 2011

Hati janganlah lemah, hati tolong jangan rebah, hati jangan mudah.. Hati aku pelihara, dari dikecewa, dari merana, dari sia-sia.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,158am,10 November 2011

hilang rasa, tawar belaka, katamu berbisa.. entah bila, dapat kurasa, apa yang tercipta, dalam jiwa, yang tiada rasa.. sampaikah detik itu, saat aku, tiada lagi perlu, menunggu sesuatu.. wujudkah masa, tiada lagi tercipta, bahagia saat nama, kamu dibicara.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,1253am,9 November 2011

yang pertama, jika ada pertama, pasti wujud kedua, namun ku tak ingin kedua, mahu ketiga, kerana yang pertama, sudah terbit getar di dada, buat aku rasa berbeza.. pertama kali, melihat diri, terkejut tidak terperi, indahnya ciptaan Ilahi, kamu yang mencuri hati.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 200am, 8 November 2011

kalau saya ada masa, saya akan ukir puisi cinta, saya akan menghiasi kota, dengan kisah indah saya.. jika saya ada masa, akan saya beri pada, kamu yang terlalu leka, mencari masa, namun setiap manusia, diberi masa yang sama, apalah ada dengan masa saya, jika saya, tiada masa untuk bertemu yang Esa.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,210am, 8 November 2011

ingin kutahu, siapa merindu, agar diriku, mengerti sesuatu.. rindu itu sesuatu, yang tiada terjemah akan kata-kataku, tetapi sesak di jiwaku, terasa sesuatu, beban tiada dayaku.. Nukialn: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,158am, 8 Nov 2011

kesepian dalam mimpi, kerinduan ditangisi, bila terhenti, terbit duka di hati.. sepi itu sendiri, sepi itu aku lagi, sepi itu biar pergi, sepi itu biar tiada lagi.. dunia ini cukup seri, jika sepi berganti, warna ceria menghiasi, tangis aku berhenti.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1244am,8 Nov 2011,Kuala Terengganu.

jika diberi peluang, aku harap dapat ulang, masa ketika bersama tersayang.. jika diberi kuasa, ingin kembali pada, masa ketika masih bersama, mencari redha sempurna.. jika diberi masa, akan kuguna sebaiknya, masa bersamamu kusuka, walau sekadar seketika.. jika diberi apa kuminta, harapanku agar syurga, dapat kujejak bersama, ibu dan ayah tercinta, jua bersama kamu yang kucinta.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,1008pm,6 November 2011, Kuala Terengganu.

lelaki itu, sering di mindaku, lelaki itu, beri rasa pilu, lelaki itu, sering aku rindu, lelaki itu, sangat bermakna bagiku.. lelaki itu, cukup kacak bagiku, lelaki itu, sungguh sopan perilaku, lelaki itu, yang aku perlu, lelaki itu, yang aku tunggu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,933pm,Kuala Terengganu

gembiranya hati, riangnya diri, pabila dirindui, hari terasa terisi.. indahnya hari, berita tadi, dapat kudengari, kujua merindui.. hahahahahaha, sekian=P nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 113am,4 November 2011 p/s: to Son, miss u too;)

pertama kali bersua, rasa sesuatu berbeza, terbit getar dalam jiwa, kaku tidak terkata.. senyuman kamu buat aku, rasa mentari punya aku, bulan tunggu aku, planet-planet bersatu, oh bahagianya hatiku.. adakah kau tahu, itu berlaku, dalam hatiku, dalam bisu, sejak dulu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1049pm, 31 Oct 2011

hi everyone. i went to Hanoi from 22 Oct to 28 Oct 2011 for a study trip. this study trip is a requirement for my international construction procurement course.there are many stories to share but i have to make a move right now because i have to complete my assignment. may be later if i do have time for telling u the story and the photos that have been taken in Hanoi are ready,i will try my best to update about Hanoi.miss u guys;) p/s: Already miss 'tut'..huahuahua ;P

jauh berkelana ke sana pergi, harap dirimu dapat kulupai, namun pabila berjumpa yang menyerupai, hati mula rindu kembali.. senyumnya persismu, liriknya juga persismu, cukup buatku, terkenangmu selalu, walau jauh dari asalku.. pernah dulu jauh kupergi, kamu hiasi mimpi, kamu beri erti, sesuatu bermakna di hati.. sampai bila ini, harus kutempuhi, kerana kamu tiada lagi, sudah lama pergi, dari miliki, rasa yang kuhadapi.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 523pm,29 Oct 2011.

sudah lama aku berkelana, sudah lama aku menderita, untuk selama mana, harus kuhadapinya.. sudah beribu kali dikata, sudah lama tinggalkan masa, waktu tercipta cerita, antara dua insan bercinta.. namun mengapa tidak diendah kata, mengapa sering jua, tangisi suatu cerita, yang sudah tiada.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 307am,21 October 2011

mimpi kamu, terganggu hariku, kerana tercipta pilu, kamu tidak begitu.. mimpi kamu, terus sms mamaku, dan sudah berganti malam berlalu, kamu masih muncul dalam lenaku.. soalnya satu, mengapa perlu, terasa sesuatu, jika kamu tidak begitu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1249am,17 October 2011

hati terusik, biola bergesek.. mulanya sama, akhirnya berbeda, walau akhir untuk bermula, namun kerana beza, suram menjenguk jiwa, kelam tiada cahaya.. tunggu masa, bila tiba, adakah menjelma? Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 204am,11 October 2011

indah lihat sesuatu, indah sungguh itu, aku terpaku.. indah dengar suara, indah tiada tara, terkejut silap sapa, rupanya tertegur orang berbeza, kerana malu terpanggil saudara.. indah suatu waktu, indah dunia aku, indah waktu bersamamu, indahnya hanya tuhan tahu, indah walau tanpa lagu, indah aku bisa malu.. indah itu seketika waktu, indah itu sekadar berlalu, indah kalau kamu, tahu suatu, aku masih tunggu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,135am,10 October 2011

wow,it has been quite some time. my life as a student is a hectic life. there are abundance of works to be done.course works are here and there.=) there are a lot of stories to share here but well as some of you might know me,because there are too much to tell then it seems hard for me to choose which one is the most important stories to be highlighted here. so when i think of what are the significant routine,thing or stories throughout all these while, these are some of them;) 1) KaedFest-my friends and i who are taking international construction procurement course this semester had set up a stall which sold sandwiches,hot beverages,ice blended and milk shake on last kaedfest which was held on the second week of this semester. this was done due to collect some money for our trip on this 22oct. 2)erm, the outing with my bestfriend.tomorrow will be her birthday,happy birthday sayang.you know who you are dear;). i already sent her the birthday wish sms just now and of course the birthday

mengapa aku sering berbicara, terlalu banyak berkongsi cerita, apakah ada sesuatu yang tidak kena, atau sekadar berbahagi rasa, mungkin aku tidak lagi berdaya, menyimpan seribu cerita, untuk berseorang menanggungnya, kuharap apa yang kubicara, tidak berlaku umpatan segala, sekadar luahan biasa, harap yang berkongsi rasa, tidak pula menjaja berita, kisah aku yang tiada makna, ceritera yang hanya biasa cuma.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,739am, 14 september 2011

kadang kulelah, terasa kalah, kadang kupenat, penuh keringat, kadang ku tak mampu, untuk terus menuju.. Namun.. teringat senyummu, tercipta senyumku, kekuatan kuseru, terus bersamaku, untuk selama mana yang aku tahu, senyumanmu, pencetus sesuatu, dan percayalah, sesuatu yang bermakna buatku.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1101pm, 29 September 2011

seharusnya kumelupakan dirimu, namun sebaliknya berlaku, cuma termimpikan kamu, sejuta senyuman menemani hariku, hariku ceria tidak seperti selalu, terasa bahagia menyelubungiku, hanya itu yang termampu, berlaku dalam hidupku, kerana kamu sudah pergi dariku, untuk selama mana yang berlalu, dari hari yang kau pergi dulu, tiada pernah sehari berlaku, kamu pergi dari mindaku, kamu pergi dari hatiku, dan yang pasti, untuk selama mana nanti, aku tetap merindui, serta mengingati, kamu yang dekat di sanubari.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,843am,14 september 2011-hari ulangtahun wanita teristimewa dalam hidupmu..

today is my father birthday 8 September. Happy birthday Abah. 3days ago, i went to Kota Bharu to attend my father retirement ceremony. it was fine. i felt a little bit sad when the staffs delivered my father favorite songs which were Dealova and another one was Sudirman song which i don't know the title. i didn't sit with my parents on that night,in fact i sat with other staffs at another table. i felt sad also when the multimedia presentation which showed all the pictures from my father's childhood time until now. the time when he has 1st child,then second child and so on. i was held by my mom arm in that picture. i was really happy to have seen and been in the ceremony as i was the only child that attended the ceremony. happy retire Abah, hope there are more to treasure after this;)

Mengapa banyak luka, masih tercipta, untuk aku rasa? Mengapa luka tercipta, saat jaga mahu lena, sering buat mata berkaca, runtum hati tak kusangka, kenangan itu tidak mungkin kulupa, hingga aku pergi dari dunia.. kau buat aku rasa, tiada siapa, perlu diberi rasa, suatu kisah percaya, kerana belakang rasa, terbit sesuatu berbeza, hingga aku bangun daripada leka, tiada yang mampu berkongsi rasa, hanya simpati yang pura-pura.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 359pm,7 September 2011

Walau jauh mata tiada bertentang, walau berbatu-batu jarak terhalang, namun kamu tiada hilang, dalam hati tetap kukenang.. riuh rendah mercun tak sudah, takbir raya terasa indah, indah lagi jika dirimu disebelah, bertikam lidah tiada mahu mengalah, namun itulah, kegembiraan sebuah, ikatan terindah, kau kakak harus beralah..=P Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,926pm, 29 August 2011

Takbir raya kembali dialunkan, terasa sayu saat berjauhan, teringat sebuah kenangan, walau jauh dari pandangan, sering di ingatan.. rendang lemang juadah kebiasaan, nasi itali tiada dilupakan, namun kamu yang jauh diperantauan, apakah juadah yang bakal disediakan? bunyi mercun tersangatlah bingit, sampai tok terjerit-jerit, kuih kacang,emping jagung madu dan semperit, semua tersedia berderet-deret, jom beraya ke kubang parit..(Huahuahuahuahuahua) -ok,xde idea dah,nanti kukarang yang baru.. To: Wan Najihah Farhanah Wan Hassan @Surrrey,UK Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,914pm,29 August 2011,KT

Nowadays, there are various kinds of methods to convey the Eid Ul Ftri wishes such as through FB,Twitter,Email,SMS,MMS and etc. However, in the past time, the wishes usually have been made by sending Eid Ul Fitr cards to family,friends,relatives,teachers,lecturers and the loved one. While busying tidied up my room this morning, i found an Eid Ul Fitr. the card was received on November 2004. in front of the card printed Kolej Mara Kulim.at my first glanced, i felt happy and little bit funny when reading up what the sender wrote on the card but suddenly, i felt something unbearable that i can't even describe at all.i showed it to my mom and said that at first i was happy then i felt the unbearable feeling that can't be elaborated with words... Later, i did find others cards,those all received from my school's friends and camp's friends but the feeling wasn't the same as the 1st card that has been found. to all my dear readers, Salam Syawal. forgive me for eve

1st syawal would be tomorrow,hence from last night i've been cleaning. this morning i cleaned my bedroom with my sister Ida. i cleaned it thoroughly,and now i just landed on the new bed sheet pink in colour,same goes to the wall colour..uhuh~ my father just came by 30minutes ago,said that this room should be repainted and asked the suitable colour,as he was wearing green colour shirt,he said green would be nice.erm,i couldn't agree more as i was too tired too reply.hoho~ the above sentences are only kinds of introduction for the cleaning work.the point that i want to emphasize here is the thing that i have found when doing the work. to be continued...,as my mother came by and said hurry up!!!

detik-detik semakin pergi, titik-titik menemani, hujan tidak berhenti, sejak dua tiga hari, seolah menangisi pemergian kali ini, ramadhan semakin menjauhi.. ramadhan kali ini, kusambut gembira sekali, dan pabila syawal mula munculkan diri, tangis membasahi pipi.. cukup indah ramadhan ini, bersama seluruh famili, bersahur,berbuka semua sekali, pergi masjid beriringi.. mungkinkah ini bisa lagi, terukir dalam diari ini, ramadhan apakah kembali, untuk aku isi? ramadhan jangan berlalu pergi, kesedihan menyelubungi, apakah kau kembali, untuk aku jalani, atau mungkin aku sudah pergi, tika kau kembali nanti.. pohon maaf andai khilaf kata, mahupun tercacat perangai, lirikan ada menggores rasa, sesungguhnya kutidak sempurna.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,121am, 29 August 2011,29 Ramadhan 1432H,Kuala Terengganu

Tika duka menyelimuti jiwa, yakin Allah pasti bersama, mengira deraian mutiara, dari sepasang mata, mengalir deras membasahi muka.. Tika terasa sepi, yakin Allah sentiasa di sisi, menemani nurani.. Tika tiada teman bicara, panjatkan doa padaNya, bermunajat sentiasa, agar terasa terisi jiwa.. Tika pergi insan tercinta, membawa pergi separuh jiwa, yakin Allah tak akan lupa, mengganti seorang pendamping jiwa, yang akan menghapus setiap deraian air mata, yang memberi damai jiwa, yang mencipta bahagia, pelengkap hidup di dunia, insyaAllah jua di sana.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 712am, 11 August 2011

masih segar dalam benakku, tika lenaku terganggu, saat mimpiku tiada lagi berlagu, detik kau pergi dulu.. tiap malam kucatat sesuatu, luahan hatiku, yang kau tak mahu tahu, aku simpan ia kemas dalam fail itu.. pernah jua, lagu tanpa, menjadi halwa telinga, deraian air mata, tak lekang membasahi muka.. ada juga ketika, aku menconteng nota, namumu terukir nyata, teman membuat salinan nota, bukan satu malah lima, semua nota mereka, tersulam namamu bersama.. namun, Allah maha mengetahui segalanya, Dia maha mendengar cebisan doa, maha mengira deraian air mata, dalam berzikir memujiNya, dalam butiran tasbih lama, dalam solat setiap ketika.. saat kumasih bernyawa, saat masa pergi belum tiba, saat aku punya masa, akan aku terus berdoa, agar kau sentiasa bahagia, agar senyuman yang aku suka, tetap kau cipta, walau bukan aku yang temani rasa, walau bukan aku yang bertakhta.. Dalam jiwa.... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 201am,9 August 2011

jika ramadhan ini, terakhir buat diri, apakah sudah siap serba serbi? jika ramadhan ini, ramadhan terakhir kali, tidak kubiar berlalu pergi, namun masa tetap berlalu meninggal diri, lapan ramadhan menjengah lagi, buat tahun ini, adakah ramadhan kali ini, dapat aku habisi? jika ramadhan ini, yang terakhir untuk dihiasi, akan kuukir seindahnya tidak terperi, akan kusulam agar peroleh keberkatan Ilahi, akan kugubah agar tidak aku sesali, kerana mungkin ia tidak lagi aku temani.. sedetik tiada lebih mahupun kurang lagi, bila tiba waktu menghadap Ilahi, waktu yang tepat memanggil diri, malaikat datang roh akan pergi, meninggal jasad di muka bumi.. pada detik itu, tangis tiada perlu, kerana sia-sia berlaku, ramadhan datang biar berlalu, tanpa ada anjakan paradigma berlaku.. jika ini ramadhan terakhirku, maafkan aku khilaf berlaku, aku terlalu mengikut nafsu, sehingga melukakan dirimu, terlalu berdosa padaMu.. jika ini ramadhan terakhirku.... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 8August 2011,438

i keep on talking about memories nowadays because i miss all those past days that will never ever come again;( Last Thurday, i went to Kuantan with my father,my younger brothers and sister. we reached Kuantan 740pm and straight away went to Hotel to check in. after that,we went for dinner at Satay Zul. For our dismay, even we have been waiting for approximately 40minutes,the Satay were not been served. hence,we canceled the order.then we went to East Coast Mall for having dinner. we ate at Rasamas. our menus on that night was the set of Black pepper chicken with chicken rice. after we ate the dinner,we went back to our hotel. On the next day, right after sending my father to his office for the meeting,we went back to our old place. the first scenery that i love and excited to view was my old school which was Methodist Girl's Primary School. then Amir's drove the car to the place that we have lived for almost 6years(2years when i was baby and another 4years when i was in my prim

haha,ok enough of laughing.seriously,i just can't stop myself from laughing for a while.hahahaha.i'm just doing my routine which is blog walking.i love to walk to this one blog.there are a lot of information that i can get there. the laughing started to blow when i go to this one post telling about how to post a letter for free. this is really bringing back memory to me. when i was a small girl back then, approximately 7years old,i had once sent a letter to my cousin. there was a post box that near to my house on that time.so i wrote a letter asking about her condition and so on,on a piece of paper that i tore from my exercise book. then i glued the letter. i posted the letter WITHOUT an envelope, a stamp and an address. what i can remember now is the letter looks like kinds of this: kepada: Wani Kuantan for my dismay, of course that letter won't reach her ;(..(hahahaha!) but it is funny right? well,as a standard 1 student how do i know about stamp,address. but

hilai tawa itu, senyum bibir itu, sinis lirik itu, amarah itu, semua bersatu, menjadi satu, dan bila berlalu, mencetus sesuatu, picisan sebuah kalbu, ternyata pilu.. nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 11 July 2011,116am

aku terjerit kecil, mama seakan terpanggil, menjengah ke tepi katil.. gembira itu mudah, senyuman patut murah, indah dunia mawaddah.. sesungguhnya cukup indah, perasaanku sukar digubah, ia adalah anugerah=) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,242am,6 july 2011 p/s: terima kasih ya Allah=)

selalu terfikir, adakah akan hadir, hari terakhir, rindu serta kasih terukir, untuk sang pengukir, senyuman terakhir.. wujudkah suatu masa, sang pengukir senyuman istimewa, pergi dari minda? atau patut ditanya, adakah hadir suatu ketika, aku menjengah ke dalam harinya.. selalu tergambar, akan hambar, rasaku hampa.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 4 July 2011, 1119pm

half year is already gone. 6months of 2011 have passed. i just feel that the celebration of new year was just yesterday but the truth is it was 6months ago.how fast time flies..i can still remember the time when i saw the firework from home with my family. from there,we can view the Kuala Lumpur sophisticated city and of course the land mark ever the Petronas Twin Tower,KLCC.i can still remember i was not only with my sister on that time, but my mother,father,younger brother and sister were also there owing to send my younger sister to her new Uitm campus. furthermore, i can still remember all of us staring the beautiful colours of firework except my father who was already fell asleep on that time.(my mom tried to wake him up but he refused to wake up) and there were a lots of stories from January to June. they are all bringing back memories to me. some of them were sweet but others might be bitter and sour for me. sweet,bitter,sour or salty are all the tasteful of life. what matter

memang benar sesuatu, telah berlaku pada hatiku, apabila kau hadir dulu.. memang benar serta jitu, pabila kukenang masa lalu, kau pasti berada di situ, dalam memori aku.. telah kucuba agar ia berlalu, tidak menganggu, namun sesak nafasku, terhenti gembiraku, apabila cemburu, singgah di kalbu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,346am,29 June 2011

Biarlah sedetik waktu, bahagia itu perlu, untuk aku.. biarlah sedetik waktu, bahagia itu buatku, namun syukurku, seumur hidupku.. biarlah sekadar senyumanmu, biarlah hanya khabarmu, cukup Allah tahu, rasa dalam kalbu.. setiap nafas berlalu, kau sering di situ, menemani rindu, yang ada untukmu.. biarlah suatu waktu, aku tidak lagi mampu, mengukir puisi tentangmu, perihalmu sering berlagu, dalam kehidupanku, namun suatu waktu, kamu harus berlalu, dari hatiku, dan bila itu berlaku, aku tidak tahu, apa yang berlaku, pada diriku.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 358am,20 June 2011

menerobos lautan manusia, mengerjakan bagi yang berkuasa, kudrat dikerah masih bersisa, agar sunat dapat dilaksana.. azan bergema sekota, berduyun manusia, menuju kaabah bergesa, padat saf jarak minima, memanggil menghadap yang Esa.. peminta sedekah seawal fajar menjelma, kanak-kanak meminta wanita jua ada, kasihan melihat cacat anggota, menjerit meminta belas warga kota.. peniaga tak kalah memancing aku, membeli barangan katanya bermutu, cantik murah mari dulu, singgah sebentar masa berlalu.. indahnya kota, tenangnya rasa, rindu masa, aku di sana, setiap detik berlalu bermakna, doaku agar kembali ke sana, kerana cukup bahagia, rasa tercipta, sebuah cinta.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 952am,19 June 2011

bahagia itu rasa, terbit dari jiwa, terjemah dengan intonasi ceria, ekspresi muka bak purnama.. kebahagiaan bagi manusia, tidak sama, berbeza.. ada di sudut sana, terasa indah jika menjadi kaya, ada juga terasa gembira jika sembuh luka, ada juga di hujung kota, suka jika hidangan tersedia.. namun bagiku terlukis bahagia, apabila menyembah yang Esa, merintih padaNya, membaca kalamNya, bahagia turut terasa, seketika ibu bapa tercinta, tersenyum bangga, melihat kejayaanku di dunia, insyaAllah di akhirat jua.. Dan kebahagiaan, pabila teringat secebis senyuman, seorang insan;) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,743am,19 June 2011, Kuala Terengganu

Happy father's Day to my Abah. He is a great father for all of us. he is very workaholic. however today is holiday pertaining to Terengganu won the FA cup,hence he can rest a bit at home today;) today is my sister birthday, Along. For my dismay, she is not around.Along, how i wish u are here. take a good care of yourself there=)

Setiap insan bernafas di dunia, Pasti diuji pelbagai cara, Di beri kaya, Di beri sihat sejahtera, Di beri cinta manusia.. Namun di hujung sebelah sana, Ada juga insan menderita, Miskin serta papa kedana, Sakit entah mana punca, Di uji penyakit bahaya.. Namun pasti ada hikmahNya, Kerana Allah menguji hambaNya, Selaras kemampuan kita, Menghadapi hidup di dunia, Agar kita bersedia, Menjengah ke alam sana, Tanpa alpa mendabik dada, Namun dengan ilmu penuh di dada, Dengan amal yang sempurna.. Percayalah habis gerhana, Cahaya pasti menjelma, Namun bila dan di mana, Rahsia Allah yang Maha Esa.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 357am,17 June 2011

ada ketika, rasa menerjah tiba, mencengkam jiwa, perihal kamu di sana, adakah kau seperti sediakala, adakah semuanya baik-baik belaka.. sebenarnya telah lama, persoalan bermain di minda, namun egois mengatasi segala, aku pendam rasa, aku diam seribu bahasa, tanpa khabar atau berita, mahupun khabarmu di sana.. bohong jika aku kata, aku sudah tiada secalit rasa, tipu aku cerita, aku benci semua, kerana pernah ada, sayang dalam jiwa, namun cinta untuk diriNya.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,428am,9 June 2011,Kuala Terengganu.

thanks for the warm welcome,thanks for the compliment and thanks for creating one of the happiest moment for me.. honestly,i miss baby H.like seriously=) i miss the family;) i miss the moment;) thanks for the extraordinary moment, I'll keep the memory for the rest of my life;)

Dalam waktu lenggang, terasa suatu kosong, di hati lompong.. penuh syahdu lihat di kejauhan, indah tertib suatu wajah, bersih suci tanpa masalah, cukup tertarik pandangan kukalah.. kamu kulihat berbeza, kamu yang beri kurasa, sesuatu getaran di jiwa, kamu jua yang menghadiahkan senyuman yang kusuka, walau akhir nyawa, aku akan abadikannya.. tapi kini aku ketahui, tidak manis aku khabarkan dunia, kisah kamu yang aku rindu setiap ketika, ada ulama berkata, syahid jika rinduku padamu bawa ke habis nyawa, tanpa di war-war serta dicanang segala.. aku mengerti Ya Allah, pemilik abadi sanubariku ini, tanpa Dia mengizini, aku rasa tidak bermula kisah ini, aku mahu berhenti, memencil akan diri, lebih baik aku simpan sendiri, rindu dari diri, untuk seorang pencuri hati.. Terima kasih Ilahi menghadiahi aku sekeping hati=) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,257am,26 May 2011,Kuala Terengganu.

indah sungguh hari ini, kisah lalu menjengah diri, cantik cuaca menceria hari, ibarat lilin menerangi lagi.. lilin terbakar akan diri sendiri, menerangi kegelapan sejak azali, tanpa jemu menabur bakti, tidak pernah berhenti kecuali mati.. jikalau dilihat hari ini, doktor disanjung tanpa henti, katanya pakar dalam bidang itu dan ini, katanya kerja jurutera menggerudi, minyak di dasar ingin ditakluki, gaji besar tak perlu disangsi, peguam pula menabur janji, kes menang popular diri, ada juga ahli perniagaan ini, berdagang luar serta dalam negeri, harta melimpah tak muat peti, namun di mana tempatnya bermula tadi?? gurulah penakbur bakti, tidak penat dalam mengajar budi, agar ilmu kekal sahsiah tetap bersemadi, walau sejauh mana pergi, walau setinggi mana berdiri, walau sekaya mana sampai tak terkira lagi, jangan dilupa akar serta umbi, jangan dilihat tiada seri, jangan dikata tidak berguna lagi, dalam menuju kecemerlangan duniawi.. sejenak fikirlah tempa

Back to several years ago,i can vividly remember the time when the happiest day for all the teachers was celebrated which was teacher's day. when remembering all those past days,i can see clearly in my mind,how terrific the teacher's day celebrations that i had attended before. i once was the one who hold 'bunga manggar'( that was when i was in form 2). i was also the one who delivered poem in front of all the teachers and students in my school( that was when i was in form 3). this was a really good experience for me to be in front of many people when delivering the Allahyarham Usman Awang poem. the poem is really good and made all of us realize that without teachers to teach and guide us,we today are nothing at all.. today,teacher's day is celebrated again and i ensure my teachers have a very good time today. i want to take this opportunity to wish all my teachers,lecturers, ustaz and ustazah, 'HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY'. all of u are among the best peopl

i went to makkah and visited madinah for performing Umrah. my father,mother,along and I went there on 16 April until 28 April. we had so much fun there.there are a lot of stories to share but i'm still not very healthy to write and elaborate the stories,do wait for my update on the trip later my dear readers=) on 2 may 2011 ,it was really like a dream. keep on waking myself to wake up from a dream but then it was not a dream though. it was a real thing that was happening to me on that day.do wait for my update for this kind of dreamy thing.seriously,it was too....(to be continued,hahaha)

Telah lama kuberjalan, telah lama kubersendirian, mengejar cita yang ingin kugapai bersendirian, tanpa ada yang menghalang, membuat onar dan menghilang, saat aku perlu kekuatan, detik aku perlu dirinya dihadapan.. sering aku panjatkan, doa serta rintihan, kepada Tuhan sekalian alam, mengapa cukup besar ujian, tanpa henti datang, menimpa diriku yang tiada tahan, namun pabila sudahberdoa, kuluahkan semua, kurasa beban tiada bersisa, ringan segala terasa, alhamdulillah Tuhan, Kau beri aku ketenangan, dalam melihat erti ujian, dalam menerus kehidupan, kejayaan tunggu aku datang, kegelapan beransurlah kau menghilang, agar aku dapat melihat secebis garisan, di cermin tua mengukir senyuman.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 932pm,25 April 2011,Hijjaz Hotel, Kota Makkah al- Mukarramah

cinta tercipta, tanpa kupinta, hadir dirinya, dalam bermakna, walau datang tidak diduga, pergi meninggal hiba, luluh rasa dalam jiwa, aku akui dia, yang aku cinta, yang aku tunggu selama masa, yang aku ada di muka dunia.. percayalah wahai kamu yang mengusik rasa, yang menetap di sana, disanubariku berkata, engkaulah satu-satunya, lelaki yang bisa, buat aku rasa terbit bahagia di kala duka, muncul senyuman kala luka, terukir gembira sentiasa, walau mendengar berita, kisahmu pencipta bahagia di hati Naqiyyah.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,810pm,24 April 2011,Hijjaz Hotel, Kota Makkah al-Mukarramah

the clock ticks so fast,what concerns more is the time is too fast as if i am too slow to catch up everything that comes to me. enough said,i'm too busy with my daily life until i didn't count the days for me for going to this one place. last year, we,the whole family went to Sabah. the waiting mode was always been there because i've been waiting for family holiday since i was in standard 4. but to go this one place i feel really peaceful and the time that has passed made me felt that i've been chosen to go there. thanks to Abah because willingly to bring me to there. i've been thinking of going there for ages but at last,last semester after finishing my exam,i went back to my hometown. then, Abah asked me when will be my semester break? i said i didn't know yet because i was too lazy to browse iium.edu.my website for searching for the schedule. but when my father told me that he wanted to bring me to this place,i went upstair then switch on my laptop and had

kucari indah senyuman, kucari sebuah ketenangan, kucari seorang teman, yang bisa membuatkan, aku tersenyum kala keseorangan, aku teringat dalam seharian, aku berlagu riang, pabila kau datang.. aku mengaku aku suka, akan seorang jejaka, yang berjaya, mengetuk hati lara, berminggu aku cuba, nafikan kasih tercipta, dalam hati sudah ada taman.. namun apa yang aku perlukan, bukan bahagia sekadar luaran, bukan kegembiraan yang tidak berpanjangan, aku mahu indahnya rasa seumur kehidupan, aku mahu ia berkekalan, sehingga nyawa bercerai badan, sehingga saat kita disatukan, waktu dibangkitkan, kau masih menjadi pasangan.. dan aku mahu, syurga tempatku, adakah kau mampu, membimbingku ke situ? Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 3.26pm,13 April 2011,Alpha Villa

kadang-kadang terasa bersarang di jiwa, tangis serta sendu masih terasa, kisah yang telah lama, namun masih kuat bersama.. kadang-kadang aku tanya diriku, mengapa perlu masih di situ, menunggu akan sesuatu, katanya kau benci menunggu, namun mengapa masih dituju, tempat yang satu, kekal dalam jiwaku.. pergi bersama harapan palsu, khayalan dan impian berlagu, terbit bahagia dalam rindu, namun bahagia itu, tidak pernah buat kamu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,11 April 2011,Alpha Villa

erm,at the first place i don't want to post anything about this because i don't feel like sharing but after i've been thinking several times i want to share about my dream. i dreamt of Tsunami hits Malaysia last week. i can vividly remember when i woke up i can still feel the suffocating thing. i was drown in the tsunami. it was like just a couple of minute then everything was finish. in the twinkle of eyes,i lost my family. the waves made me drown, i tried to swim to the surface but it was too hard because of the velocity of the wave could be too high. after several attempt, i could breathe again because the tsunami was gone. luckily,i'm saved but where's on earth my family members? i tried to find them but i can't figure out where they were..i cried terribly. after i woke up from my sleep, i felt relieve because it was just a horrible dream. although it was a dream but it could be a possible thing to happen because tsunami already hit Japan, Acheh the lands th

sometimes, i feel that i'm too cruel by judging others on their only surfaces or should i say only on their epidermis not the dermis. the idiom that might be suitable for me would be 'don't judge a book by it's cover'..hurm,but i've done what i should do for knowing people,to be exact that someone! sometimes, i feel that i'm giving too much and making people around me take me for granted!huh,,exhausted! sometimes, i feel lonely and need to have a very good companion to share my stories,dreams,goals and what i want to EAT,,funny huh?but it is the ugly truth that i should accept.. sometimes, i might be missing this one person even i tried my best not to miss him anymore. why there's that kind of feeling? sometimes, i may forget you for a second but then i will miss u for every second that i breathe. again,why this kind of thing should be happening in my daily life?i'm already exhausted of being in this state. i should stop all these nonsense, seriously

Forgive me for all wrong doing that i have done to you. i'm not a perfect person. forgive me if my act made u feel terrible,if my voice made u feel like vomiting and if everything that i've ever done to u made u feel down and sad. to you,you, you and also you.. Forgive me, pray for me to answer the examination well and get flying colours result later. good night and have a nice dream.

I prepared lunch for my friends, father and of course me..hehe. my father praised my cooking because he said that it was really yummy and the taste was extraordinary.he asked me what kinds of secret ingredient that i used to put in.i said well i just put some lemon juices and mayo. Unfortunately, i didn't take the photos because too busy to eat.lol.ha ha,by the way, i love to cook because it makes me feel freedom of creating a new recipe. yes,i love to cook for my special,i hope you'll be the one..miss u dear;P p/s: i want to watch the hilarious ever show which is Maharaja Lawak tonight then continue study for my final,yeehaa andre,andre!hahaah

urm,this issue has been talking over many centuries ago. but what i want to share here is that the relationship between a lady who in her 20th with a man in his 40th perhaps.what do u think if u do see these kind of couples somewhere?what will come to ur mind,i mean the first expectation? before this i would say urm, that man has much Money what will i think of other than that reason? do u have anything to add dear friends? erm, love perhaps? well love doesn't even matter who u are, where u came from,all does matter how much the love that u have to be shared of to the love one and do u have the time to spent of. what else? may be do u have the confident to say it out loud like me,let's scream... to YOU i do LOVE u, I do MISS u,what else?- saya mahu awak tahu saya mahu awak !bluekkk!hahaha=P

last night, my friends and i went for a movie at Wangsa Walk of course because it is really near to my house and it conveniences. we watched Hop.well the cute Bunny that can speak and very CUTE. hehe.i love bunny too much. i want to have Bunny as my pet since then but my mother told me that she will give me The Bunny when i do have my own house because she doesn't want to handle the Bunny's poo.haha! for March month, i have watched 5movies all together and all have been watched at Wangsa Walk=), they were: 1) Rango-with Aza 2)Big Momma-with Ida 3)I'm no 4-with Amir 4)Men in Love-ALONE! 5)Hop-with Aza and Mas My friends are still sleeping. they slept over last night because we finished the watching 10.30pm so it wasn't convenient to be too late coming home;) after this,we will go to UIA as i have a date with my lecturer pertaining to my paper on this 11th April. do pray for me my dear friends=)

i've had an awesome trip with my dear younger sister,hidayah last month. we're having so much fun on that day. we had treasured our precious time together.we bought our pictures that have been taken by the photographer there because it rocks!hehe,,here some pictures for u guys to have a look=)

yesterday, my studio has had External Port Folio Day. we were enjoying ourselves too much for yesterday Port Folio as our beloved lecturer, Dr. Sharifah Mazlina was sponsoring our Lunch. it's really yummy after working too hard for the Port Folio day=) here are some pictures that have been taken along the journey to the presentation. my group presented Road Work topic. and for the Internal Port Folio it was excellent but then for the External,the external examiner seems too clever because he didn't ask our lecturer our scope of presentation and said that our work was only CHICKEN FEET?hell yeah!he was graduated from oversea and seems too arrogant with his Qualification by saying that he didn't know the Malaysian university scope of QS course. hence, u should study first dear PAKCIK..don't judge a book by it's cover. screening all over our course first then let makes it happiest moment for us whom work really hard doing Port Folio Job. it was not that easy for prepar

air mata sesuatu yang tiada dijangka, untuk merembes keluar tika, cinta pergi meninggalkan kita.., air mata jua sesuatu yang tiada di minta, untuk menemani tika cinta bertukar cara, ketika kasihmu tiada lagi menjadi milikku, ketika sayangmu sudah berlalu.. aku percaya mungkin suatu masa, air mata yang aku cipta, saat kau berlalu tanpa kata, detik kau tiada rasa, buat diriku yang mencinta, akan terbalas dengan bahagia, yang akan menemaniku jua, saat dia, memilikiku dengan sekali kata, menghadiahiku cinta, yang bakal buatku berkata, inilah cinta yang ingin kurasa, inilah dia yang aku tunggu lama, untuk menemani rasa, untuk bersama, menuju syurga;) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,118am,30 March 2011,Alpha Villa

jika suatu masa nanti, aku sudah tidak di sini, aku sudah tidak mampu memberi, senyuman yang tiada kau tunggui, maka aku sudah tiada di sini, untuk menanti dirimu lagi, menghadiahi senyuman yang aku hajati, untuk lihatnya sebelum aku pergi... jika suatu masa nanti, kau ingin melihat senyuman aku lagi, mungkin suatu masa nanti, terdetik di sanubari, walau sedetik untuk suatu hari, ingatlah saat aku menghiasi, waktumu ketika aku melakari, saat-saat bahagia dalam diari, kehidupanmu walau untuk suatu hari... aku pasti ujian datang serta pergi, manusia hidup juga mati, terasa penat menyelubungi, terasa dekat masaku pergi, terasa penat diuji, terasa beban ini, tidak tertanggung lagi, wahai Ilahi, aku pohon ampun serta limpahi, aku dengan kasih sayang yang tiada berbelah bagi, dariMu Ya Ilahi, sesungguhnya aku mahu pergi, dalam lingkungan hambaMu yang dikasihi... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 358am,28 March 2011,Alpha Villa..

tika aku senyum di sini, pasti diri ini teringat saat diri, bersama dirimu di suatu hari, saat aku bisa menari, untuk seluruh hari.. walau jauh aku pergi, meninggal sesuatu yang bergelar mimpi, namun masih tiada yang pasti, adakah aku perlu berlari, adakah aku perlu pergi? aku penat menanti, aku penat sendiri, aku penat berteka-teki, aku penat dimaki, aku penat berpuisi, aku penat untuk berkata aku sudah tiada hati, untuk di beri kepada kamu lagi.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 28 March 2011,352am,Alpha Villa

entah di mana salahku, entah di mana periku, yang tiada disenangimu, aku kurang tahu... jika aku terlalu, membuat kau terasa pilu, melakarkan pedih di hulu, hatimu yang satu, ingatkan aku, agar menjaga perilaku, agar aku dapat melihat senyumanmu, yang bagi aku cukup indah begitu, yang cukup perisa yang aku mahu, namun mengapa aku, melihat kau jauh dariku, kau jauh dari itu, kau jauh dari apa yang aku fikirkan tentangmu, kau buang aku! Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 28 March 2011,210am,Alpha Villa

it Was a bit weird to be called as Naqi but that was the nick name that my EAW classmate used to call me yesterday.urm, at first,i was thinking,were they calling me?then,after several times,eventhough it was weird to adapt such name,i got used to it. anyway, sometimes,my family members used to call me Naqi.. p/s: Qiqi, Naqiyyah,Wan,Wanna and Naqi,which one suite u better?u may call me with any of these,others than this,please mention not!!

rindu bertandang, tanpa kuundang, namun tetap bersarang, aku tidak mahu yang terlarang.. sucikah hati, merindui insan bergelar lelaki, yang belum menjadi suami, aku tidak mahu akhirat nanti, di tanya dosa rindu ini.. maka, aku mahu seorang lelaki, yang bisa menjadi suami, yang bisa menjadi, seseorang yang mampu dirindui, oleh diriku yang mahu disayangi, mahu cinta yang haqiqi, maka cinta dari Ilahi.. Doakan kebahagian kami=) Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1253pm,23 March 2011,Alpha Villa

tonight,i'll be having group meeting for our port folio presentation which will be held on this Friday morning. my group will be the 1st group presenting.chaiyok2.. i have prepared fried bee hoon and chocolate moist cake for my group. i hope that they will enjoy eating them..owh not to be forgotten, the keropok lekor also another menu for tonight party. meet u there all my group members.let's party at KAED..hehe=) p/s: after we've done eating,we must proceed our work and reach our goal for tonight meeting,if it is not then i'll be disappointed..

i sent a sms to my EAW lecturer to postpone the submission of my research paper to this Thursday instead of today and alhamdulillah she allowed me to do it so.thanks mdm. i'm not feeling well today because i can't sleep last night. i kept on turn right and turn left through all night thinking about the thing that unclear enough for me. i tried to sleep by switch off the light but still at last i heard Subuh prayer calling. then i performed Subuh prayer, only after that, i can sleep. the point is that why should i think the same thing again and again without having the so called full stop point? and why i keep on telling myself to be patient even though i can't? until then, i feel sleepy and i can't focus at all.. salam. p/s: dear friends, please make Doa for me in order to pass this huge obstacle, thanks;)

this week will be another hectic week for me because of port folio thing. i want to perform the best for this semester port folio because my group has been the rubbish group last semester. why this was happening to my group?before last semester, we were among the best group when presenting about the window before but when presenting about structural work last semester,it was a nightmare ever for me to be humiliated and condemned such that way. the problems that affect out group performance were: everyone did not start his/her works earlier,everything seems last minute work we had been tasked on the topic that been the last topic for the semester, didnt have enough time to figure out the right way of measuring. individualistic and did not work as a group. HENCE, this semester, i'll try to make all these things wont be happening again in my group because if it does occur again, then i should say bye2 my group i'll form a new one next semester. dont blame me, as i want to be the b

rasa tiada, tawar semata, rindu ada, semakin pudar, cinta seakan pergi, meninggalkan diri, yang akan terus mencari, sesuatu yang haqiqi, bukan sekadar janji, yang tiada tepati, dari seorang pemungkir janji... pergi dulu tangis berlagu, pergi kini tangis sendu, pergi esok senyum bertamu, pergi pasti ada yang bertamu, namun siapakah tetamu itu, jawabku aku tidak tahu, yang mana bertamu, tepat dalam hatiku, sepertimana dirimu, hari sebelum itu, hari sebelum tawar hatiku... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan,155am,21 March 2011, Alpha Villa

now, i understand the word tasteless. it is not the taste that less in our meals.it is the taste that already left us when a relationship means nothing at all.i already felt that since i got a sms. when i went back to my hometown 2days ago, my mom asked me,do u still love encik ehem2?then, i figure out that, it kind of hard to elaborate the feeling inside me recently but then i told my mom, it has been tasteless since that sms mama.. i've done everything that i can do for making up thing. a relationship is not an easy as an abc. it is too complicated to deal with people thought and feeling. people are differ one and another. he is differ from the other him. i should not deal with him the way i dealt with the other him. but everything had happened, there is nothing i can do more than what i've done. i hope my decision to stop everything that deals with YOU is the best decision ever that i've done for this year. 3years are nothing for me to wait but an entire life will become

ingin menjerit, namun tekakku perit.. ingin khabarkan, tentang suatu pengkhabaran, namun mahukah menjadi bahan pendengaran, dirimu tiada ingin dikhabarkan... ingin kubisikkan, yang aku sudah kehabisan, tenaga dan rasa dalam kehidupan, untuk teruskan perjuangan, menanti sesuatu yang bukanlah ditentukan, untuk diriku sejak awal perkenalan.. ingin aku coretkan, kisah yang aku sulamkan, sejak dari perkenalan, sehinggalah kehilangan, sesuatu yang akhirnya menjadi kesayangan, kesayangan yang bisa membuatkan, aku sedih sendirian, aku tangis dosa semalam, aku kongsi bersama taulan, yang kau adalah teman, yang aku inginkan, dalam menjalani kehidupan, dalam taman dunia akhir zaman... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 259pm,18 March 2011,Alpha Villa..

if u know the stories Madam,you'll not try to make up thing. if u know the fact that i face started last week Madam, you'll not tease me again. if u know the hurt that hurt me since then, there is no invitation card that u wish me to send to you.. if u know the thing is not as smooth as u thought, u might not ask me to send ur regard to him today and the days before today.. if i can share those stories with u Madam, i will hug u and say, i tried my best to score in my final and i don't want to give a damn to this matter. but then, i still think about it.. one day, i wish i could tell those stories to you Madam.. p/s: thanks because always try ur best to make my day Madam=)

jika hari ini, tiada lagi senyuman menghiasi, maka tiadalah hari seceria mentari.. jika hari ini, aku tiada hadiahi, senyuman yang kau nanti, maka aku harap kau fahami, aku tiada rasa lagi.. jika hari ini, aku sudah tiada lagi, untuk kau tunggui, senyuman itu lagi, maka aku sudah pergi, dari melihat dunia ini... Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 1057pm,17 March 2011, Alpha Villa.

hari berganti hari, memori masih di sini, masih terpahat di sanubari, pesanan yang mengocak naluri.. walau kusibukkan diri, memori itu datang lagi, tiada pernah pergi, untuk benarkan aku bernafas lagi, kisah yang aku pasti akan berhenti, namun waktunya aku belum pasti.. mengapa masih ada di sisi, kasih dan sayang dari diri, cinta dan rindu makin tersembunyi, di sebalik cebisan kata-kata berduri.. pergilah dikau cintaku, pergilah dikau dariku, pergilah berkubur dari jasadku, pergilah jauh dari kalbu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 12March 2011,1149pm,Alpha Villa.

i had an awesome evening with my friend, Aza. we went for a movie at Wangsa Walk after the class. we watched Rango because Aza loves Johnny Depp so much hence she wanted to watch that movie. i was okay then because i just want to have fun watching movie and reduce all the stress that i had been through lately. recently, it seems that everyone comes and goes into my life easily. they come,then they go.they don't wait at all. they are rushing too much. can't even wait for a second. it started on Jan 11, every little thing seems bigger than usual for me.each little tiny thing makes me feel it is really an enormous thing.i have to deal with it with extra strength that i allocate for the event that much-much more bigger but then i have to use it to deal with this little tiny thing that seems too big for me. what is the 'IT' then? u might getting dizzy with all the elaboration that i made just now. but there is. the IT is there.it exists! the IT refers to my determination of

sudah terpateri, dua sudah bersemi, hati dimiliki, titik. titik. dan haruskah titik. itu diulangi? adakah aku akan teruskan perjalanan hidup ini, dengan bulan yang menanti? kerana matahari sudah berbunyi, hatinya sudah dimiliki, oleh insan yang amat disayangi.. adakah titik harus kusimpul? agar hilang segala terkumpul? kisah yang semakin tumpul, dari benak yang tiada pukul, yang masih unggul, menanti tunggul? Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, 11March 2011,518pm, Alpha Villa

hari ini, bukan hari sebelum ini, juga bukan esok hari, tapi hari ini.. aku rindu kamu lagi, aku tangis sendiri, kenang dirimu tiada hati, untuk diri ini.. aku masih disini, aku masih menanti, dirimu kembali, menyemai fantasi, merealisikan impian hati, untuk pergi, menuntut lagi, di tempat asal sushi.. aku mahu kau tahu, engkaulah yang aku tunggu, dari dulu.. aku tahu kau tidak mahu, untuk ditunggu aku, namun aku mahu, jua menunggu, kerana kasihku, masih menjadi milikmu, hanya untukmu.. Nukilan: Wan Naqiyyah Wan Hassan, Alpha Villa,1142pm,9 March 2011 p/s: to you that got my lengthy sms, i do hope that u'll read it..i do miss u, i love u..so much.

yesterday i went to my EAW class.again i brought my laptop and again i've been teased by my mdm because she saw me smiling when i used my laptop. she said that Naqiyyah,i know u are smiling because of the wallpaper and the whole class started to laugh.erm, mdm you are right,u are extremely right. i used to smile when i see my wallpaper,the photo of him was the first photo that i've seen for the first time and the only photo that i can view from his profile as his profile was private. at night, im having chat with my best tutor ever Cg Ruzak. he asked me who is my special right now. i said to him that i'm still single and he asked me to find one.then i said to him that it is too hard for me to find one because the people that come into my life nowadays or for the last 3years are not having the quality that i search for but then i admit to him that i love this one guy. he said that the one that staying at K***** ****T?i totally shocked because i didn't expect that cg ruza

i had 7am class this morning but unfortunately i over slept and can't manage to go to the class. the class was my replacement class for English for Academic Writing. i had Facilities Management class at 11am then i went back to my College for taking nap.i woke up at 3pm to perform Zohor then edited my research paper to be submitted on 4pm. i went to class at 415pm. the class start at 4pm but well i had so much things to be settled so u guys can understand me well right?hahahaha. ok,i brought my laptop in the evening class,i mean English class on 4pm. my lecturer asked us who brought a laptop because she needed to use the laptop to download some note pertaining to our topic today. she needed the slide to elaborate the points to us as she didn't make any hard copy. at first, i refused to tell Madam that i brought the laptop with me but then i told her that i brought the laptop. i refused to tell mdm because i afraid of the Wallpaper!i used to use Mr Ehem,Encik Ehem photo as

i will be having mid term exam tonight for my Advanced Building Construction course. pray for me my dear friends and family=) i'll try to make it as good as possible, insyaAllah=) p/s: i miss someone already!huh?huhu~